just finish ironing piggy's uniform.
i'm feeling so TIRED!!!
it has been a tiring week...
but i feel weird to sleep so early especially tomorrrow i'm working pm shift,
can sleep longer so i guess it's ok to come online for a while?
haha.

worked am shift today.
didnt have plans after work initially until jihan messaged me at noon to ask if can meet up.
the guys who are enlisted in april have their 1st book out this weekend.

so after work went down to one fullerton's startbucks to meet them.
but only johnson, jihan and adeline were there.
taiwei is sick, hantan has family thingy and fahizul has to book in tonight cuz he's under civil defence.
zairong came very very late cuz he had another date...
so 2guys 3girls.
and i guess we didnt interact much as a whole.
it's more of like guys talk among them and girls talk among ourselves.
weird.
jihan and ade dont seem to be interested in the guys' NS life.
so i feel weird to be sort of the only one wanting to listen...

hmmm dunno why i always like to hear stories about NS life.
last time can only hear from gordon, now have zhihao.
and of cuz my batch's NS guys.
just that most of them aint as crappy as johnson, zairong and their clique.
but today's atmosphere seems weird...
hmmm.
still got to hear some funny stuffs though.

maybe next time should meet up if my class guys!
i miss fahizul, uncle pan, bin bin and shy zul!

I MISS THE GIRLS TOO!
we sort of like lost contact.
or rather too busy to contact each other.
beside seeing fel at work sometimes and chatting with siying on phone yesterday,
i dont even know how are the rest doing.
haiz.
hope they're doing fine.
anyway fel, siying and i are planning to go hongkong in late june or early july!
the girls said we wanna go on trip together since last december,
but i guess now not all can make it.
well i do hope this can work out and most of us can join!
i want something more fun and meaningful before school starts!

did late night shopping with ais YESTERDAY.
whole A&P was involved too.
wendy, adrian (though he came late and he looked so ill), grace and damon.
grace and damon are opening up, becoming closer to us.
they're quite jokers.
hope our future working life together will be good.
but i still think adrian is really leaving us, sad...

this time's promotion was same as february's one.
so we were very familiar with it.
but the customers were getting from bad to worse.
when there are freebies, greedy singaporeans will just 'chiong' for it.
arrgh.
and they take their own sweet time to choose.
please la, the stone pendants are so freaking ugly.
gimme for free i also dont want!
but we still must SMILE at them,
haiz.

at least this late night shopping was a fun working day!
but a tiring one too, worked till 12.40am, got home at 1plus...


had a very fun day TODAY!
hang out with ying.
she just finished her term exams.
went amk plaza for Klunch.
3hours of singing isnt enough!
we want more!!!
shall go again next time!

then is shopping spree in town!
wisma, ngee ann city, paragon, far east...
new favourite shopping place: isetan!
they've a lot of nice clothes,
the previous times i bought my clothes are also from there.
but this time i didnt buy la, no money already, hee.
ying bought a lot though! haha.
eh i only bought my peep-toe stiletos from far east mondo,
and it's kind of high.
maybe more than 2 inches? haha.
now my collection of shoes is complete! hee.

oh ya we ate at the canele at paragon! my treat to her.
they've nice food nice cakes!
the main courses aint expensive but the deserts are quite expensive.
the place is a bit too small too.
but it's still worth it.
thumbs up!

enjoyed myself today.
hope for more of such days!
:)


another thing:
after envying others for receiving letters to interviews,
i received one too.
it's NIE one.
cuz i chose it as my last choice for NTU.
i dont know whether i should be happy or sad,
but being a teacher is my last resort...
i'll still go for the interview and do my best though...

heard that some people received confirmation letters from SIM, SMU & NTU.
congrats to them.
while i'm still waiting......

finally got new PC!
after going through sooooo much...

WEDNESDAY the delivery man came with the PC.
he seem a bit unsure of how to fix it the correct way.
then he said he doesnt know how to fix our wireless set up cuz he only know the basic type.
so according to him, ours is special case.
dad says he has all the details like IP address, password and stuff,
we just require him to key them into the correct place in the PC.
he said he doesnt know how.
at 1st we believed him.
but we were pissed that the PC company didnt send someone who know how to do it to deliver our PC cuz my parents actually specially requested for wireless set up and they agreed.
it's stated in black and white.
so we told him nvm, we'll call the company the next day to ask for someone who know to set up the wireless for us.
then he said even if somebody else is gonna come down,
they'll charge us $80 to do it as they dont do it for free.
and he called somebody in his company to discuss about our problem.
we overheard the conversation and it's so obvious that he knows how to do it can!
it's just that he wants us to pay him extra!
cunning man!
but we didnt say it out and decided to stick to the plan of calling the company the next day.
dad didnt wanna pay the full balance amount as he was afraid that the company wont entertain us after that.
so that stupid delivery man said no way, if we dont pay full amount, he'll take back the PC.
we thought he was in the wrong as it's stated in black and white that they'll set up our wireless for us so we said fine.
there goes our PC.
it's so sad to see the PC come... then go.

after i checked out with ais, who called her IT pro god-brother to find out for us,
then i know that there's really such thing called basic wireless and special wireless.
our router is security locked so it's under special.
whatever la.
who wont locked their router right.
if not whoever can just use it!
so we were kind of at wrong too.
but we're IT idiots what, how do we know!
and the salesman didnt even say they only do for basic wireless!
haiz.

end up i called the salesman who sold PC to us on THURSDAY.
couldnt really scold him cuz i guess both sides were at wrong.
i just said there was misunderstanding on both sides and voiced out our displeasure.
lucky he was nice enough and agreed to deliver our PC personally to our house and try to fix it for us.
heard from dad that his in-charge came together with him.
the lady in-charge looked kind of angry.
the salesman took 2hours plus to fix the whole thing.
when i got home everything was already done.
finally.

after so much problems and trouble with the old and new PC,
i'm so tired with these PC stuffs.
not excited about this new PC anymore.
somemore i just realise windows vista doesnt support a lot of things!
troublesome.
haiz.
right now, i just need a PC to go online, can connect my ipod and handphone.
i'm not going to care about the rest of the functions.
TIRED ALREADY!

weird.
my previous post got cut off.
maybe because it's too long.
sorry for the naggy and grumpy long post.

anyway it's gonna be even more boring at work the next few weeks.
cuz now wendy roster 1person per shift except during weekends when there are more crowd.
so now mid shift is back and for the rest of this month i'm the one doing mostly mid shift.
good thing is no need to do opening or closing and you wont have to be alone at any time,
bad thing is the timing (11.40am-8.40pm) suck cuz you cant do anything for the whole day.
i guess to me it doesnt matter.
oh and this friday i gonna do late shopping till midnight.
at least something more fun at work i hope...

not rostered to work today.
that's why i can stay up till this hour.
plan to go back yj in the late afternoon to watch drama rehearsal (they taking part in SYF this year!) and meet up with xuan.
hope i'll have a good day ahead and my mood gets better.

guess i wont be blogging for some days,
need to wait for the new PC to 'settle' down (after my dad finish 'playing' it & allow us to use).
if not after i finish fixing the old dying PC, maybe i'll get to use it.
ah cant wait for the next IT show to come and money to drop down from the sky (so that i've the money to buy laptop!)...

i'm...
DEAD TIRED!!!
with everything.
zzZZzZzZzzZzZZzZz......

i'm using TWO computers right now.
my house lousy computer and my parents' laptop.
my dad finally managed to 'wake' the old PC up and reformat it.
i dunno how he did it but it's done anyway.
so now i'm trying to update and install important things back in.
and it's taking 1000years!
the updates keep coming non-stop and i keep restarting the PC.
cant the stupid damn thing undate everything at one go then restart all together!
arrgh.
and i wonder why am i doing all these when mum already ordered a new PC which will only come in a few days time.
but there's gonna be a new PC so why bother about the old dying one which dunno when will it 'die' again!
haiz.
i'm tired.

and my mood is really BAD now.
or rather these few days my mood hasnt been good at all.
just that i've been suppressing it without even realising it myself.
no wonder i've been shopping so much and eating so much of chocolates recently.
i guess i'm just trying to use money to buy some happiness.
haiz.
i just dont feel good.
dont like my life now.
keep worrying about a lot of stuffs...

computer is one thing i'm vexed about.
keep thinking about whether to get my own lappy now or not.
dad's nagging and blaming us (as in me & my sis) for spoiling the PC is irritating me.
we keep quarreling over PC stuffs cuz he thinks he's right while i think i'm right.
arrgh.
until mum says we shall just get a new PC but piggy and i will have to chip in a few hundred bucks each.
then dad managed to boot up the dying PC and he started nagging that we shouldnt buy new one so soon.
and piggy keeps saying that i cant use the new PC so much and cant download too much things into it cuz it's suppose to be HER PC since i'll get my own lappy once i enter university.
fine, now all bully me.
so i shall just get my OWN lappy and fight with no one else.
wait till the next coming IT show,
i shall be the 'boss' and have all the say to my OWN laptop.
i cant wait till i get into university, i'll DIE!
arrgh.

talking about university,
the biggest thing i'm worried about.
i cant wait to get my posting.
cuz i'm living so aimlessly and so meaninglessly now
and i really hate it.
the feeling if not knowing where my future lies and cant the path in front of me,
really sucks like hell.
it's torturing.
i envy friends around me who started their schooling life already.
be it poly or private schools, at least they're doing something they like and heading towards their future.
i wish them all the best.
and to those who received letters for interview to university courses,
thst's even better.
at least they see some chances and hope.
hopefully they can make it through and get what they want.
as for me,
i've nothing but i dont wanna end up with nothing.
but all i can do is only wait...

my mood is especially bad during work.
somehow sitting at the counter just make me feel very stuffed up.
like i cant breathe.
and i get irritated and pissed off easily.
customers who made me repeat myself a few times (some of them are deaf or too dumb to understand me i guess) will get cursed by me.

and i was super pissed on saturday morning when my working partner was late again.
it's always her! the newest part-timer. (i dont want to say names especially when i'm really pissed)
and she was almost 3hours late.
how can i not get pissed!?
i was already late by 10mins and i'm unhappy about myself for that.
when i reached the counter and she finally picked up my call at 10am,
she told me she just woke up!
when she's supposed to report for work at 9.40am!
she told me she'll rushed down immediately but i waited till 12noon she hadnt reach yet.
i sms her and asked why is she taking so long and if she had fallen back to sleep,
she still can tell me "ya i fell asleep again just now. on my way down now."
1234567!*~#=<%

it's a saturday morning and i'm left all alone doing opening and answering the crowd's enquiries!
what's the point of wendy rostering 2people working same shift!
arrgh.
and she's always late for more than 30mins.
this time i really think it's too much.
she's already 22 years old, cant she be a little more responsible?
haiz.
but i didnt want to tell her off personally so i purposely complained to eleanor about it the next day,
in front of her best friend who happened to work on sunday.
end up i sort of offended another colleague,
somemore we're supposed to be quite close.
i understand that they're best friends.
but that doesnt mean that she can help her friend by siding her and becoming unhappy about me!
maybe i put it in a wrong way that she misunderstood that i'm scolding her cuz sometimes she's late too.
whatever the case, i know i had made things worse.
haiz.

i really have no mood to work these days.
no mood and patience to serve and smile at customers.
i just feel like being alone, rather be left alone and escape from the noisy world.
some friends say i should take a break.
but take a break and do what?
and taking a break means no income for me.
then how am i going to survive...
some friends say i should change job if i'm bored with this job.
yes i admit that i'm getting sick of my job and i do have the thinking of changing jobs.
but i know i wont.
cuz i like my colleagues, although i dont like some of their irresponsible character,
they're all very nice friends to have.
moreover i promised wendy i'll work till august when school starts,
and i want to keep my words...

yesterday and today are family days!
spent time with my family, especially my piggy sister!
ever since i started working in december,
i havent been spending quality time with my darling sis.
havent been chatting as much,
havent been hanging out as much...

but piggy and doggy are still very close!
she used to call me 'female dog' (cuz she says i'm a bitch! :x),
now she says 'doggy' sounds nicer and is easier to call.
lol.
i've always been calling her 'pig' related nicknames.
since she calls me 'doggy' so i call her 'piggy'.
our nicknames match! hee.
it's so nice to hear her shouting loudly 'doggy' in a high pitch tone whenever she answers my calls or when i reach home.
then i'll reply with a high pitch 'piggy'!
haha.
she's the reason that i'm looking forward to going home.
i really love this piggy of mine! <3 :D


YESTERDAY was my off day after 8 days straight of working.
went down causeway point in the afternoon to get movie tickets.
saw jannah! she's working there.
thanks to the courtesy of her, we got cheaper tickets, hee.
well it's piggy's treat for me.
waited for her to rush down after school. (she even lied to her teacher to leave lesson earlier!)
we watched '200pounds beauty'.
it's a nice show! funny and touching.
we even cried during one very touching part!
and i love the songs inside the shows!
if anybody has them please send me!
thanks, hee.

we walked around the mall before meeting our parents to have dinner at 'bei sheng' thai restaurant in yishun.
my treat to the whole family cuz i promised them since january.
as usual, had some disputes among us at first but i guess everything was fine after that.


worked am shift TODAY.
piggy came to find me after work.
had dinner at projectshop cafe.
it sucks!!!
the food is so freaking expensive but there aint much choices!
and the potion is small and isnt that great afterall (unlike what others said).
both of us only ate 1 main dish each and it cost 44bucks!
waste my money, so regret!
haiz.

good thing is i finally got my long awaited gelato ice cream treat from piggy!
i still love gelato ice cream the best. hee.
oh i also got my motorazr V3 red!
got it with Mkit.
so now i've 2 handphones and 2 lines!
weeeee!
wondering if i should sell off my 6280 now then wait half a year to get another real good handphone.
hmmm...
but everything needs money.
money money money $$$$$!

had a great 2 days! :D

i love spending time with my sis!
doggy loves piggy big times!
:)

i guess my luck is on the bad side these days.
my PC completely crashed this time round.
totally cant boot up at all.
can prepare a funeral for the CPU already.
so i'm stuck with using my parents' lappy.
i wanna get my own!
recently keep looking at advertisements of laptops...
i'm in love with macbook!
but it's super expensive la.
haiz...

WEDNESDAY, APRIL 18, 2007

this was definitely my most unlucky day of the week.
bad things happend one after another.
except that wengster dropped by counter to chat with us and i finally got to meet up with bekah.

1st bad thing:
i was harassed by a well-dressed up guy during work!
i was left alone cuz eleanor went for her break and ais went toilet.
i believe that guy is somebody from the car company that is having some car road show right in front of the counter.

i dunno really what exactly happened cuz i was too shocked by the sudden thing.
all i can remember was that when i looked up from reading my magazine,
i saw a guy some distance away smiling to me so i just smile back.
the next thing i know, he was already standing in front of me.

him: you've beautiful eyes!
me: huh? (dunno how to react) erm... thanks.
him: i'm not joking, they're really beautiful!
me: huh, but they're so small and tiny. they're dead fish eyes, ugly...
him: NO! they're unique, really!
me: haha, thanks.
him: just thanks? come on. so when can i take you out?
me: (in my heart) what! ~#*@">?1234567!

he freaked me out la.
then he went on asking me when is my next off day, am i a full-time or part-time stuff, am i still schooling etc...
*faints*
thank goodness the phone rang.
even after the caller put down, i still pretend to be talking until ais came back from the toilet.
before the guy left, he handed me a copy of 'the wall street jounral' and said "dont forget our date."
-.-"
alamak.
please la.
stop joking or kidding with me!
I DONT LIKE!!!

2nd bad thing:
adrian kept teasing me when i told him what happened.
he was like: so there is people who actually admire your eyes!
arrgh.
he always say my eyes too small, teach me to put heavy eye make up to define my eyes better.
aiya whatever la.

the sad thing is, i've a feeling that he gonna leave us just like what wengster did.
he kept telling us things like "it has been nice to work with you people."
that was what wengster told us also!
he say his 'gay' partner left already, he also dont feel like staying.
haiz.
we already lost wengster, we dont want to lose uncle neo too!
:(
though there are 2 new executives, but we're still not close yet...
haiz.

3rd bad thing:
my menses which is overdue for 3weeks finally came.
supposed to be a good thing cuz previously i was still worrying about it.
but it came at the wrong time!
i didnt even realise until i went toilet.
and it already stained my light coloured pants!
luckily it's just a little bit.
so paiseh can!
i kept asking bekah to walk behind me to see if it's obvious but she assured me that nothing can be seen.
haiyo.
how unlucky can i get.

but i'm happy that i finally get to meet bekah! :)
the last time i saw her was last year, the day before physics paper3.
i still remember very clearly cuz we were studying together, haha.
well well, i really miss this girl, my first friend in st nics and the only sec1 classmate i'm still in contact with.
had a nice hang out session with her at far east.
ate dinner and walked around.
but i wonder why it's especially quiet that night, very few people, shops closed early,
the mood and atmosphere for shopping isnt right.
so we didnt stay in town for long, just took a longer journey home by taking train to marina bay and had good long chat on the way.
maybe next time we should just sit in buddy hoagies cafe to chill out!

this week's obsession:

SHOPPING!!!

had been shopping around from friday till today sunday,
went wisma's isetan with fiona during our break time cuz both of us didnt wanna eat.
end up i bought a polo shirt from mango and another cheap top from isetan.

so just these 3 days,
i bought 2 pairs of new shoes,
3 new tops,
and a dungaree mini from miss selfridge.

OH MY GOD!
i'm so broke now can.
must survive on instant noodles and bread for the rest of the month already!
:(

but shopping makes me happy! :D
now i can throw away some of my super old shoes and clothes.
旧的不去新的不来.
eh nope, this is more of like 新的不来旧的不去,
haha.

i still wanna buy a lot of things!
i want MONEY MONEY MONEY!
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!

had quite good days for these few days.

the past friday fell on a 13th do it was a black friday.
lucky nothing too bad happened to me except gotta face some nasty customers.
well i guess i'm more or less used to this fact.
but in the morning 1 stupid customer really pissed me off.
i was already busy enough doing opening alone cuz joann was late AGAIN (or maybe i should say as usual).
and a lot of customers came to ask for directions.
1 malay guy asked for the toilet and i directed him.
a few mins later he came back but i was looking down as i was counting stock for the vouchers.

C: (very fierce) eh look up!
me: (looked up, a bit shocked, thinking in my heart: cant you see that i'm busy? cant you be more polite to say "excuse me"? what the... before i can say anything...)
C: (very agitated) i'm a local, i'm a local you know! can you PLEASE help me!
me: (thinking) hello you dont have to tell me you're a local! for what? i'm a local too! no matter you're local or not i'll still help you!
C: (already yelling) i need the toilet! it's very urgent! you told me go down turn right but i didnt see toilet! cant you help me!
me: (super pissed off. i never met customer who is so blind that he cant see the toilet when he can tell me the exact directions.)
me: calm down sir, i didnt say i wont help you. what i told you is correct. the toilet is just down from here, on your right, between the restaurants. (do you need me to bring you down!)
C: (pound his fist on the counter and walked off)
me: ?!@#*^%="/1234567!!!!!

my conclusion: he's either too dumb or blind.
eh no, i think it's both :p
but i didnt let that spoil my day.
had shopping spree after work.
shopped alone and bought a lot of stuffs!
bought a tube top, my new slippers flats and new ballet pumps!
weeeeeeeeee!


had a wonderful saturday too.
got treats from different people for the whole day!
huiquan came to look for me during my lunch break and she treated me to din tai fung.
cuz last time we made a promise that we'll treat each other when we get our 1st job after A's.
i already treated siying and her back in january so now is her turn!
haha. thanks lots!

after work, sort of like went for blind date cuz i met up with zhi hao for the 1st time.
all these days we only sms each other and i only sort of 'see' him through friendster photos.
(sorry but i really dont remember how he looks like cuz that time i didnt bother to look at him when he was at the counter :x)
we watched 'sunshine' at the grand cathay.
this show is better than 'the reaping'!
at least i think so.
cuz it's touching!
hmmm i guess i prefer thrilling shows than horror ones.
erm we went to eat ben&jerry's ice cream after movie.
ordered 2 mix&match, 6 different flavours.
ate until damn full... of ice cream!
haha.
had a good chat and hang out session with this new friend.
:)
oh ya, both movie and ice cream are his treats.
thanks a lot!
next time shall be my turn to treat. (when i've got the money, ha :p )


today is a accident-proned day for me.
1) ais's chair (our counter chairs are those with wheels at the bottom) rowed over my toes!
2) was walking behind fiona while we were going through a glass door. the door closes a little faster than i expected and it hit my face! *ouch*
3) ais's hand accidentally hit me while we were chatting.
today my lucky star must be 'on leave'...
:x

oh ya thanks ais for teaching me a new word!
'buang'!
it's a malay word, suppose to describe the action of people falling down or something i think.
but nowadays people use it to describe people who are ugly or we're trying to say that this person cannot make it.
and yesterday i taught ais what's 'CMI'.
CMI = Cannot Make It!
haha.

ais also recommended me to download this AVG antivirus thingy cuz my house PC's one expired quite some time ago and we're suspecting there's virus in it that's why it's so mad.
it took one and a half hour to scan through everything la.
1 threat found, and it's under my dad's file!
he always used to say i'm the one who spoil the PC, now see he still dare to say me or not.
hmph!
but nvm, at least now i know the PC is safer!
thanks ais!

not that i wanna blog about sad stuff.
but today i'm really very sad.
cuz today's wengster last day in orchard 290...

all the CSOs are very sad about it.
actually some of us knew it long ago though he didnt tell us directly until this week.
but please la, we can tell from some signs.
from him always teaching the new executive grace how to handle our vouchers handover,
the emails memos and stuffs, we already can sense that he's leaving us...

:(
sad.
very sad.
he has always been such a great help to us.
helping us when we get into troubles.
and we always trouble him, calling and messaging him even during his non-working days.
just like today, he topped up $19 to our kiddy rides float using his own money
cuz dunno why there's short of money (since very long ago) and now the management want the CSOs to pay but nice wengster helped us again for the last time.
thanks!

at 1st i felt bad when i knew that he's leaving.
sort of like feel guilty cuz i always sms him telling him what we're short of, must top up what things for us, etc.
i guess he must be very irritated by me.
haiz.
but he's really quite a poor thing la.
he always have so much things to do, often see him working OT.
maybe it's also good that he leaves and seek for better jobs and improvements.
especially since he's still young.
all i can say now is ALL THE BEST in his future.
the CSOs will definitely miss him.
:)

and i'll never forget my 1st impression of him back in november 2005.
i remembered very clearly that right after my interview with wendy,
she introduced wengster to me and felicia saying that he's one of our executive.
in my heart i'm thinking: wow, what a young boy!
but in fact, he's like 7years older than us?
lol.
he looks really like a young boy boy,
even ais feels like calling him......
wahaha, i better not say it if not ais gonna kill me.
:p

the big card that we bought for him:

we wanted to make him ma-lu by carrying this big card around.
too bad this size is the biggest we can find!

our blessings to him...

i almost wanna cry when i handed the card to him...
was thinking of taking photo with him but didnt dare to ask la.
i guess now that he's not our 'boss' anymore,
we can still be friends and continue bullying him!
haha.
heard that he's getting married soon.
may he be happy always and hope to still see him around!
:)

YESTERDAY

so happy that it's finally my off day after 7 days of work in a row!
so i slept a lot, woke up only at noon, hee :p

went town in the evening.
bought movie tickets from cine and waited for youloo to come.
my treat for him cuz he was a great help to me back in january so must repay him.
but yet he was VERY late la.
lucky we only missed out the 1st few minutes of the show.
we watched 'the reaping'.
it wasnt as nice as expected.
i dont understand some parts.
maybe cuz i'm not familiar with the content of the bible?
or maybe i'm just too dumb, haha.

had dinner at n.y.d.c.
both of us ate baked rice and we shared the ice cream dessert.
yay one to-do list down! haha.

had been so long since i last met up with any primary school mates.
i missed out the gathering on 6th january cuz nobody informed me.
was kind of sad la.
but youloo said only a few turned up and a lot of people didnt know too.
seemed like the oragniser didnt do a good job.
anyway we talked about the days back in primary school.
a lot of confessions of the past!
what the girls and guys did secretly, our crushes and stuffs.
so funny.
i miss those innocent childhood days.
maybe it's time i should meet up with more primary school mates!


oh ya, wengster called when i was on my way to town.
he asked for my blog's address la.
i was so damn shocked and was wondering how he knew that i've a blog.
he was like begging me to give him.
i thought since he's leaving the company, i dont mind letting him know,
cuz we'll be just friends in like 1 day's time.
if not i'll never let any of my so called 'boss' know about my blog!
cuz if so, whatever we did at the counter they can find out.
no way! :p

after that then i found out that ais was the one who let wengster know that we've blogs.
but she insisted on not letting him know.
oh well i just hope i didnt do a wrong thing by letting him know, haha.
oh and ais was very pissed that i put our photo with specs on my blog.
oops sorry.
i didnt know i'm not allowed to do that :x

firstly, today is a spectacles day!

3 out of 4 of the counters girls are wearing their specs today.
(eleanor is also supposed to wear but she said she couldnt find hers at home.)

cuz ais had eye infection since sunday and she cant wear contact lens for a few days.
she keeps grumbling about herself looking ku-ku and retarded in her specs so we shall all be nice and look ku-ku in specs with her!
hee.
hmmm but i think all of us still look good with our specs? ha.

the 'ku-ku' CSOs in specs: ais lüx shan.


secondly, today is a rainy day!
not only did it rain heavily on the streets,
it's also raining inside paragon!

at first we received calls from a few tenants from level3 complaining that water is leaking down from level4.
so we called FCC and M&E people to go and check.
then we heard a lot of noise from the top,
when we looked up, we saw water dripping down from level4!
and it's not just a little bit,
it's like quite big drops of water keep dripping down just right above the counter.
all of a sudden, level3 level2 level1 are all affected.
even our counter entrance is all wet.
we were joking that the counter is turning into a pool and we can swim inside.
lol.

we thought it's some serious problems with the ceiling,
FCC even switched off the escalators cuz water is dripping into them.
after checking, apparently it's due to some construction going on at the P2 side,
the drainage system had some problems, water cant flow out properly so it leaked down.

luckily the counter didnt really turn into a pool cuz i cant swim!
haha, ok that's lame :p

lastly, today is a surprising day!

just when i stepped into house,
piggy came to me saying "doggy! there's a letter for you leh. quick open see what is it and who is it from!"
i was quite surprised cuz i havent been receiving letters or cards that is mailed to my house.

when i opened it, i had a very wide smile on my face :D
it's a greeting card from uncleG!

at the front it reads 'hope you're feeling great by the time you get this card.'

inside it, it says 'that way, instead of being a "get well" card, it can be a "glad you're all better" card!'
and of cuz he also wrote something for me.
sweet.

i'm very touched.
*tears flowing up my eyes*
a very big thank you!

P.S.: uncleG, you've very nice handwriting! thanks a lot!
looking forward to meet up with you soon! :)

i guess this gonna be my last entry.
unless i can get my own laptop soon.

my house f**k up PC is driving me crazy.
now i cant even type.
i dunno what the hell is wrong with it.
want to reformat also dunno how cuz my stupid dad dunno where's the system CD.
and he forbids me to use the laptop anymore cuz he says i'm not using it for important things.
whatever la.

oh well maybe it's good in a way.
then i wont be blogging for good.
since there are people who say i'm blogging to let the whole world know that i'm sad or emo.
and thanks for letting me know that i'm a little irritating.
i'll keep that in mind and TRY TO CHANGE.

to think that i'm so silly.
saying that i miss all my friends out there and i'll try to treasure them.
all i wanted was to show appreciation.
but people find me irritating.
so i guess i should just forget it.
i shall just love myself and nobody else.

some people are just so fake.
at one moment they can be so nice to you and be by your side,
at the next moment they can give you cold shoulders and tell you you're a bit irritating.
thanks arh.
now i dont even know who are my true friends and who are not.

so i suppose i should isolate myself and only depend on myself.
it's ok.
i wont die.
it's not as if i havent been a loner before.

but i just wanna make some things clear.
i didnt purposely blog to let people know that i'm sad or emo.
i didnt force people to read my blog (you dont like it then just dont read).
i didnt force people to show concern about me.
i dont need people to pity me.

that's why every few months i'll stop blogging. (i realised that from my past entries)
cuz problems always arise out of no where.
I'M SO SORRY IF I CAUSED ANY TROUBLE TO ANYBODY BECAUSE OF MY ENTRIES.
i really didnt mean it.
i just want to rant and vent everything out here.
but i guess now i cant do it anymore...

i guess i wont be able to go online unless i go to cyber cafe or something.
dont think i'll miss doing anything online except for watchin my youtube shows!
:(

oops.
i'm 'not suppose' to show my sadness and emo-ness in my blog.
sorry.

YESTERDAY

just as i've predicted,
things didnt go well as planned.
but i guess i'm used to things not going smoothly.

thanks to all those who turned up.
yingsheng yongqing fahizul zul ben mel soomei jean siying huiquan.
though some of them left much earlier.
i'm glad enough that you people are there.
but i know the rest had their valid reasons for not being able to make it.
oh and xingling joined us at night after her work.

it rained so we didnt get to fly kite as planned.
but to me bowling and arcade was fun too.
hope the rest did enjoy it.
i'm sorry if this gathering isnt as fun as expected,
sometimes i really dislike organising such gathering cuz i think i'm quite failure in doing this.
so sorry...

managed to have our picnic style dinner.
bought food from the fast food restaurants at marina square then walked to esplanade.
sat in a circle to eat and chat.
i thought it was great.
i like it that way cuz there's more interaction.

i wonder when will the next gathering be.
how many months later?
especially when all the guys will be enlisted for NS by next week...
i'm gonna miss all of you...
hopefully the girls will still meet up often...

the GUYS:


1st NS guy of the class: ben


eh the not-so-soon(next year) NS guy: sheng


GUYS THAT I GONNA MISS!

triple 'A's fahizul:


shy zul:

bowling cum pool pro qing:



to all the guys who will be going into NS next week:
all the best for the next 2 years!
hope to see you guys soon and keep in contact!
take care! :)

YESTERDAY

my dear fiona is one of my best working partner!
i love working with her!
we had break together,
took the short cut and walked behind buildings to far east to get bubble tea and shihlin's food.
so now i think my throat wont recover so fast :x
anyway we chatted throughout our shift.
talked about everything anything.
even shared secrets which we never ever tell anybody before.
really love this girl, haha.
i'll cherish this friend of mine! :)

oh i'm super HAPPY on the train back home!
cuz i saw PHUA ZAI RONG!
so 'qiao' that we're on the same train la, same cabin somemore but 1 door apart.
and we're actually messaging each other at that point of time!
until i saw his side view from far and think it's a familiar face.
was so happy when i squeezed my way through to him and realised i didnt recognise wrongly!
but he looked like he wasnt happy to see me.
so sad :(

he said he wanna be gentleman and sent me home.
thanks so much though he doesnt really seem willing to do it.
anyway i finally took photo with him!
thanks for granting my wish.
but he forbids me to put it here.
he scared his ahem jealous?
lol.
well i should respect his request then.
and i dont want any misunderstanding.
i like phua zai rong AS A FRIEND ONLY!
i'm very glad to know this friend better only after we graduated from yj.
he's gonna be some one i'll miss when he enters NS.
but it's just in a good friend's point of view, nothing else!
so people out there please dont anyhow think.

and i hope that people who read my blog dont think too much into what i wrote.
cuz sometimes i dont mean anything.
it's just my feelings at that point when i'm typing.
no other hidden meanings!
so please dont assume.

i'm not trying to let the whole world know that i'm sad or emo by blogging.
this is my blog and i'm just venting my feelings here.
i dont see what's wrong with this.
at least i'm not trying to be fake, i'm just being my true self.

anyway i'm perfectly fine right now.
i know the past is the past.
sometimes it's other people who are trying to dig into the past and remind me about it.
so why not everybody just shut up and dont talk anything about it.
i dont want to be hated and make somebody finds me irritating.
let's just stop all the nonsense.
and i'm sorry if i did irritate anybody.
really sorry.

and i'm not sad or emo now.
I'M HAPPY!
:D

guess i wont be watching any shows later.
quite tired and gotta wake up early in the morning.
working 9.40am-2.40pm then gathering with the girls and the guys after that.
looking forward to having some fun at marina bay.
hopefully everything will go well.
:)

不远

突然那几秒
好像天使飞过
看著你微笑
那段时间都禁止
远远的注视
仿佛爱情就该如此
为所爱的人
在我心里留一个位置

虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福

我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐

我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我
那是我最大的幸福

对你的期待
每段都有记载
每一个眼神
我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞
不止一样没人明白
已经快忘了
当初迁就在这里等待

很喜欢萧亚轩《1087》里的这首歌，
应该是专集里最好听的歌吧。
还记得这首歌是某一个人介绍给我听的...

很喜欢这首歌的感觉，
那种伤感的感觉，
每次听了都很想哭...

或许是因为这首歌唱出了我的感觉吧...

just finish watching the repeat of "music in the air" on channel U.
it's a very interesting variety show! i was laughing like mad for 1 of the section.
highly recommended to watch! hee.
before that was watching the last episode of 《识法代言人》on SCV.
the ending is so touching and nice!!!
later gonna watch 《终极一班》on youtube,
3 more episodes to go! but dont think i can finish by tonight la.
i'm like having marathon for watching shows, haha.

i'm feeling much better now.
perhaps wednesday was the 1st day of medication and i'm not used to it
so i felt weak and giddy.
but right now i can feel that i'm recovering!
yay! :D
thanks to those who showed concern yesterday.
the same bunch of people sent sms to check on me again.
and special thanks to uncleG and yanni who also sent me their regards.
with all your care and concern,
i'm sure i'll have a speedy recovery! ;)

nothing much to do at work yesterday.
was chatting with ais throughout our whole working shift.
i guess she hasnt been talking for the past few days due to her illness,
so today after much recovery,
she kept talking non-stop!
i'm pretty amazed by how much she can actually say, lol.
but it's ok, cuz i've a big pair of ears to listen, hee.

only when we were doing closing at night then something more interesting happened.
3 china customers came to make some enquiries.
then suddenly 1 lady asked me "did anybody tell you that you look like xiao ya xuan (elva)?"
-.-"
ya yes, she's like the number 15th person who said so?
dots.
i think it's only my long hair and my pair of tiny eyes that make us look alike,
that's what most people said.
but she said i got elva's 气质 also.
aiya whatever la.
most people who comment say i look like elva,
after the campus superstar competition, some people say i look like teresa.
recently tianyi and yanni said i look like the hongkong actress flora chen hui shan.
*faints*
why do i look like so many people?
please la, they're all much prettier than me can.
dont flatter me, 我担当不起。
haha.
and i dont wanna look like anybody else!
i just wanna look like ho peishan!
because that's me!
:)

anyway i find this 3 china customers quite weird.
maybe they're over friendly.
they kept telling us a lot of things.
said they're here in singapore for company function.
this coming sunday night they'll be throwing a gathering party at suntec city.
a lot of people from china, malaysia and singapore will gather together.
then they asked ais and me to join them and even asked to exchange our contact numbers.
-.-"
eh sorry, but i think we're just like strangers on the street?
thanks for their courtesy anyway.

then at 10pm when the security duty officer(DO) came to collect our cash box and vouchers,
he was talking to ais in malay.
according to ais's translation, this is what they said:

DO: your colleague(refering to me) quite pretty arh.
ais: ya.
DO: she got boyfriend not?
ais: no.
DO: i want her number leh.
ais: please la, you can be her grandfather can.

then when ais tell me in english that he wants my number,
he quickly changed topic and ran off.
LOL.
so funny can.
haha.
but we know he's just trying to be funny la.
wanna joke around only.
paragon's DO all quite elderly already,
but they're really nice people.
in fact is the younger ones who are more unfriendly.
and the maintenance people are the ones who are very ti-ko (like very cheeky),
everytime ask if wanna go for break together or what time we end work.
please la, some of them already married can.
this type of people is called BAD men.
:p

oh well it's good friday today.
HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY to those who celebrate it.
and to those who get to enjoy the long weekend, have fun!
as for me,
ever since i worked as CSO,
i already cant remember when is weekday, weekend or public holiday.
cuz to me it's no difference.
i still have to work most of the time,
especially during weekends and public holidays when there is more crowd.
quite sad la.
but nvm, i'm working pm shift with my dear fiona later!

ok off to continue my shows marathon!

a bit regret going to work today.
should have listen to the doctor and rest at home.
cuz instead of getting better,
i feel worse after taking the medicine.
maybe the medicine is too strong or i'm not use to it.
my mouth and throat feel so bitter,my gastric still hurts and i feel like vomitting.
my limbs feel weak and i feel giddy when i stand up.
i'm so afraid i'll just faint or collapse when i'm walking on the street.
haiz.

and joann didnt know about the change in roster so dunno she has to work today.
we tried calling her but couldnt get her until a few hours later when she finally woke up.
she said before that she always sleeps like dead log and even her family members cant wake her up.
alamak.
in the end she only came for work from 6pm to 10pm.
at least there's somebody to do closing with me.
if not i think i faint at the counter also nobody knows.
and she lives in yishun so i've accompany during the journey back.

today just suck la.
i feel more terrible then yesterday...
and i didnt see my kenzo eye candy today.
maybe it's his off day.
:(
hopefully tomorrow will be better...

and special thanks to those friends who care,
who messaged me to ask if i'm better,
people like junhao, zhihao (the new guy i know), sufyan,
and of cuz not to forget, my lesbian partner ais!
she hasnt fully recover but that naughty girl insist of coming town instead of resting at home.
and she bought me some food, thanks!
love you! hee.
i love all my friends!
it's because of you people that motivates me in life!
with all your concern,
i'm sure i gonna recover soon!

知道身边的一些好友最近在面临生活上的起伏，
我想她们的心里一定非常的挣扎，不好受。
而我却爱莫能助...

有些事情不是我能插手的，
我只希望大家都能熬过这个难关。
就让时间化解一切吧！
我是过来人，能了解。
慢慢来，一步一步来，
总有一天会雨过天晴的。
大雨后的彩虹才是最美的...

有需要的话，记得还有我。
能帮的，我一定会帮。
朋友永远是最好的。
:)

有时候人还真得很傻。
明明知道自己会受伤，
偏偏还是要去做一些事情。
结果弄得自己伤痕累累...

就好比穿鞋子一样，
知道有些鞋子穿了脚会痛，会打脚，
我却因为爱美，
又不想浪费买鞋子的钱，
宁可忍着痛，
硬着头皮把鞋子穿出门。
结果满脚都起了水泡...

有些事情，
人会一朝被蛇咬，十年怕井绳。
有些事情，
人却会明知故犯...

一年前的今天是个很高兴的日子...

虽然事情会随着时间改变，
但有些事情不是我们能操从的。
就向命运一样...
如果这是命运的安排。
就随缘吧...

我相信一年后的现在
和一年后的今天，
我都会和一年前的今天一样快乐高兴。
我一定能做到！
也一定要做到！
:)

我会把一些美好的回忆好好的收藏起来，
像储存底片一样...
它们是我生命里的一部分，
永远都是...

memories that i will keep within...

boo :(
i really fell SICK this time round.

havent seen my family doctor for so long,
more than half a year la.
all this while i had been healing myself when i'm sick,
just buy chinese medicine to eat and usually i'll recover.
but this time i really cant take it.
throat super pain when i woke up,
like got someone pierce a knife through,
and i keep coughing, can feel some phlegm stuck there...

so at night after dinner went to see doctor ho with dad.
cuz he sprained his back when he helped out at grandpa's factory a few days ago.
thanks piggy for accompanying us.

oh well, i've SIX different types of medicine to eat.
4 for my throat and cough
then 2 for my stomach.
since went to see doctor already so might as well tell him about my stomach problems.
i told him the medicine hospital doctor gave doesnt have effect on me already.
cuz my stomach still aches and feel bloated most of the time.
so doctor ho gave me stronger medicine.
and he gave me 2 days MC, ask me rest at home.
but sorry la,
i'll never use my MC and not go for work unless i really feel like i'm dying.
if i dont go for work,
it's as good as 'throwing' my money away!

i know i've to rest and drink more water.
yes i'll, cuz i wanna recover too.
my lesbian partner also still sick.
guess we love each other too much until fall sick at same time, haha.

GET WELL SOON!
jiayou for shan and ais!
the lesbian partners fall sick together,
and we shall recover together too.
:)

a couple of good and bad things happened today.

good thing number 1:
i'm on the same train with my kenzo eye candy this morning!
which means he also lives in the north side!
lalala!

but i only saw him when i alighted at orchard,
so i guess we're not in same cabin.
lucky man.
cuz today i was rushing to catch the train and i'm the last person to dash into the train at khatib.
i bet my actions and facial expressions is super ugly.
hopefully he didnt board the train before khatib if not he might seen it.
so paiseh can.
cuz all the passengers stared at me.
:x

anyway i'm quite happy.
cuz we were walking quite near each other as we were surfacing up from the mrt station.
weeeee!
dunno why my instinct tell me that he's not gay.
and i really hope that he's not!
he shall be 1 of my motivation to go for work,
if not work is getting boring again these days.
i almost fell asleep la...
so i shall stay awake to look out for my eye candy!
:)

good thing number 2:
the re-scheduled new roster for april is out.
and that bitch is not rostered to work at all!
cuz she found a full-time job already.
but she was saying she still wanna work part-time at paragon after her full-time job or during weekends cuz she cant bear to leave us.
*pukes*
please la, dont bull shit can.
lucky wendy is smart enough not to roster her.
i know i'm very bad but i cant help it to feel happy.
especially after knowing that she backstab me to this irritating regular customer last friday.
what a bitch.
thank goodness i wont be seeing her at work this month!

and my april schedule is quite packed.
i'm very grateful to wendy about that.
at least i feel recognised by them as i'm sort of given full-time stuff roster.
which means i can earn more money!
so i guess i wont think about taking up other jobs for the time being.
since this job doesnt have fix working hours,
i guess it's hard looking for more jobs too.
i know it's gonna be tiring this month but i shall hang on for the sake for money!

good thing number 3:
remy dropped by to say hi during work.
it's his off day and he came town to shop.
oh well he said he'll visit me at work since very long ago,
finally he did it today.
i guess it's because he felt guilty that he couldnt recognise me yesterday?
haha.
i just feel happy when my friends come to visit,
even just a simple 'hi' makes my day.
thanks!

bad thing number 1:
i think i'm falling sick again.
had been having slight sore throat these few days.
today it got really bad.
i cant speak when i woke up and my throat hurts like shit.
my voice is like stuck at my throat and cant come out.
and i kept coughing.
arrgh.
lucky i felt a bit better after drinking some honey water...
can i please dont fall sick again?
:(

bad thing number 2:
my new lesbian partner ais also fell sick!
her face was so black when she came for work.
then we knew something was wrong.
she got no voice so we helped her to answer customers' questions.
see her so 'xin ku', poor thing.
so during my break i accompanied her to see doctor after getting permission from wendy.
she got MC to go back and rest.

but we cant leave fiona to do closing alone cuz she hasnt been working at the counter for quite some time.
i thought it's a bit dangerous to put 2 unfrequent working part-timers to do closing even if we can find some other part-time girls to cover at the last minute.
so i told wendy i dont mind working full shift since i'm off tomorrow.
i'm like so wanna act strong, haiz.
i'm not feeling well myself then i still work 9.40am to 10pm.
i really dunno what i'm thinking.
but nvm, it's working with my dear fiona!
and i'm glad that i manage to pull through this full shift work day...

bad thing number 3:
keep seeing irritating people today.
i know irritating and nasty customers is something which we cant avoid.

but during my dinner break i was so irritated and disgusted.
i went to eat the mix vegetable rice at lucky plaza and was queuing behind these 2 gays.
eh no, is 1 bapok and 1 gay.
cuz 1 of them already had 'her' operation done but it's still so obvious la.
they were so choosy and fussy and took so long to choose their food.
arrgh.
end up i chose my food faster than them la.
so i picked a seat and ate my food.
but dunno is i'm suay or what,
after they bought their food, they chose to sit at the table next to me!
seeing their actions and hearing their conversations made me so disgusted.
spoil my appetite can!

then during work at night saw steven lim taking photos of a guy inside paragon.
this steven lim arh, always trying to do his business outside paragon.
previous time was eyebrow shaping.
now is finding people to be models.
fiona told me about this new 'business' of his cuz her friend got 'harassed' by him.
he's so irritating la.
he made the guy pose for him to take photos and they're doing it in front of the counter!
damn daring can, do business from outside of paragon to inside.
and please la,
those people he approached look some sort like him.
with that type of faces and they wanna be models?
dream on!
bleh :p

black-hearted me got quite 'bu shuang' so i called our security to chase them away.
anyway he's not supposed to do his whatever business inside the shopping mall in the first place.
say i'm bad,
i dont care.


so happy that it's my off tomorrow!
i need REST!!!
before i really fall sick and collapse...

today is 1st of april so
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!

dunno why is it coincidence or what,
a few strange things happened to me.
maybe these are april's fool pranks on me?
haha.

'prank' one:
my 'lover' almost scare the hell out of me!
oh by the way my 'lover' is my ipod, hee.
was watching video and listening to music on my way to work.
then just when i reached paragon,
it stopped playing and got hang.
i cant press any button at all!
throughout the whole day the screen was at the page of the song i last listened to.
i cant even switch it off.
i thought my ipod is spoilt or something!

after work went to wheelock's apple store.
very glad that remy was working.
but apparently he cant recognise me, haha.
anyway he told me my ipod just hang, nothing serious.
and he taught me to press some buttons when my ipod hangs.
i feel so sua ku la,
cuz i always seem to dunno anything.
and he's always so helpful!
got to know him the previous time i went over to find out more about how to use my ipod.
he was kind enough to show me almost everything and most importantly he kept his words!
he promised to send me this ipod video converter through email and he really did.
thanks for that then i can transfer video into my ipod.
i guess i'll have to trouble him whenever there's problem with my ipod.
:x

'prank' two:
in the midst of work today,
2 guys suddenly stopped in front of the counter.
they were holding clip boards with forms on them.
i thought they wanna conduct surveys or what so i wanted to tell them
"sorry sirs, you're not suppose to do this in the mall..."
but before i can finish saying,
they were like "yes it's you! you've the potential!"
then they began telling me which company they're from and handed this form which says 'Miss LFI 2007 pageant'.
apparently they're looking for nice faces to take part in this pageant.
and they asked me questions like "are you singaporean or PR? are you single(as in not married)? do you've any criminal records?"
-.-"
they kept saying i've potential and asked me to consider.

i feel like bursting out into laughter can!
though both eleanor and i felt that this thing is might be real cuz the application form for the pageant is a very formal one but i still cant stop laughing.
are they trying to prank on me or what?
if not then they must be blind.
LOL.
please la, i know my own potential the best.
我有自知之明。
anyway i'm not interested in this type of thing.
sorry no thanks!

'prank' three:
when i was at the apple store,
ais called to say that "peishan i got something to tell you! somebody wants to know you!"
-.-"
it's ais's friend's friend.
i only know ais's friend came to look for her and chatted for quite some time in front of the counter.
at a period of time there was this group of guys standing behind ais's friend.
at 1st i thought they're customers who wanna ask questions but felicia said they're ais's friend's friends who are waiting for her to finish chatting with ais.
apparently it's 1 of the guys who wanted to know me.
but sorry, i dont remember any faces at all.
and i guess he's another blind guy...

thanks to ais and felicia who keep sai ko-ing me to give him my number,
so now all of a sudden i've got a new 'friend' whom i've totally no connections to.
dots......
that 2 girls arh, i know they thought it was 'fun' and they're expecting to 'watch' some 'shows' and hear stories.
haiyo.
haha.
but i do agree with them that it's really kind of funny.
as in nowadays seldom have people still know 'friends' through this way?
lol.
i dunno...
*shrugs*

what 'NICE pranks' i've got on this april's fool.
HAHA.

I'M SUPER PISSED WITH MY DAD NOW!!!

he spolit 1 of my favourite top which is with me since 2years plus ago!
it's my white tube top with a black floral belt like thingy tied to the waist.
i was bleaching the white portion and leaving the belt thingy hanging out of the pail so that it wont touch the bleach water.
but my dad's stupid itchy hand went to throw to belt thingy into the pail too!
now everything is gone.
the pattern on the belt's portion is completely destroyed.
how can i not get angry!

and yes i yelled at him.
for always spoling my clothes.
it's not the 1st time already.
i know my parents will just anyhow mix and dump clothes into the washing machines so these few years i choose to hand wash most of my clothes myself.
but this type of thing still happen!
i dont care,
i'm going to make him pay for the next top i'm buying.
arrgh.

YESTERDAY

i was very late for work!
as in for quite some time i havent been late for so long!
guess i've worked too much of pm shift this month.
these few days working am shift so always late.
and this time i was late for 10mins!
:(

but joann was late for 1hour la.
then i've to do opening alone.
anyway all the vouchers is fully redeemed this afternoon!
so i guess working life for the next 2months gonna be super boring again.
back to the rotting, slacking and reading magazines time.

felicia is back at work from her holiday trip!
she shared with us her accounts of her taiwan trip.
it's like so cool and fun to go overseas with just your friends!
i feel like going for one too!
hee.
and she bought me this very 'shuai' fahrenheit's aaron's photo.
thanks girl!

oh ya, i really dislike some customers.
dont they understand!
fully redeemed means fully redeemed.
while stock last means while stock last.
what can we do when the vouchers is all given out.
some nasty ones scolded us.
some trying to act pitiful
and some even sai-nai to me.
hello!
even if you stand in front of the counter for 1 whole day,
there's no way i can 'produce' the vouchers for you!
dont piss me off.
arrgh.

met up with the 'chill out club' (the ex 'emo club'?) after work.
zairong, johnson, taiwei, haotan, fahizul.
well thanks for inviting me for this gathering,
eh though fahizul and i seem a bit out of place...
oh ya today is bear bear (taiwei)'s 1st book out.

went to eat at some coffee shop in far east (eh they ate, i wasnt hungry so only get a drink).
then haotan left to meet some other friends,
zairong went isetan scotts to 'flirt' before joining the rest of us at forum's coffee bean.
went to chill out, talk crap, gossip...
fahizul is exception cuz he didnt talk much as usual.
hope he's not bored or neglected by us.

this bunch of guys...
*shakes my head*
no comments man.
haha.
but i guess it's nice to hang out with them at times...
friends which i cherish :)

FRIDAY, MARCH 30, 2007

cant believe that i actually went out with my parents!
ALONE without my sis.
cuz that pig went for her school's choir concert.

i walked down to plaza singapura after work and waited for them to reach.
had dinner at food court
then mum and i sort of went to shop while dad went times book store to read magazines.
oh well, the only time mum and i will 'shop' together is when we want to buy lingerie.
if not i guess it's no way that we'll come out together.
because unhappy things always happen.
lucky this time no big unpleasant incident occurred.
but sometimes i really envy my friends who have good mothers to go shopping with...

after we bought our stuff,
went to chase dad out of the book store and shopped at daiso.
saw some st nics classmates there.

dunno why i dont dare to go over to chat with them.
we just said hi from a far.
it's like ages since we last met.
but i just dunno how to face them...
perhaps because i know they're doing much better than me?
and i dont want them to know how bad i'm doing right now?

and we're from different cliques.
but i know they still meet up often.
unlike me who doesnt really have a close clique in st nics.
faith class'2003/2004 is so split up.
ever since yinchi went to study in US,
i guess faithians will never have a chance to gather together.
nobody bothers to do it.
even if someone really plan a gathering,
i bet most people dont see the need in going for it.
that's why i never really like my life in st nics.
but i really treasure those few friends from st nics which i'm still in contact with...

and i'm really afraid of losing my yj friends so i'm trying hard to keep all of them.
though life in yj is only a short period of 2years,
it's like my happiest schooling life.
perhaps j2 year isnt as great as j1 cuz 228 is also quite split up,
but i really love 133 a lot a lot.
love the girls, the guys,
and everybody else that i got to know in yj.
i just hope that history wont repeat itself.
no drifting away please...