haven been blogging for so long.
was thinking of giving up blogging.

too many things happened during this period.
both sad and happy.

most important thing,
I'M PROMOTED!!!

contented enough though my results aint that good.
but i'm sad that some people are going to leave.
no matter what decisions they make,
i wish them all the best in their future.
hopefully i'll have a good year ahead too.
must make sure i study very hard.
it's A level! cant slack too much!
i dunno what can get me motivated to study,
but i swear i'll try my best, hee.

it's finally holidays!
my 2 weeks late holidays!
started work.
so i guess my holidays will be busy working, playing and hopefully studying.
had been watching alot of VCDs lately.
too much of tv,
my eyes are dropping out soon, lol.
but ou xiang ju are so nice!
i'm ou xiang ju-adicted, ha ;p

went shopping with ying, ting and 'boi boi'!
the cousins reunion!
had been sooooo long since the four of us go out together.
happy happy! :D
i bought alot of things.
broke broke broke.
guess i'll take a long time to save up for my handphone at this rate.
boo :(
nvm. i shall work hard and earn money!
provided that the management is willing to let me work more, hee.
i wish i'm those rich customers,
especially those rich tai tais.
they can shop and spend money like money is free.
*envy*
cant wait to get my pay!

off i go,
it's VCD time again :)

got alot of feelings...
but i got no mood to blog at all.
nobody can see my expressions now.
nobody can understand my feelings.
nobody can...

i miss my sister.
she's at her class chalet.
and I'M MISSING HER!!!
come back quickly...
i dont wanna face all these alone...

_uncried tears*

cant believe i went sch today.
for nothing!
regretted.
i could have sleep longer, ha.
but quite a number of classmates went, not bad. lol.
were literally rotting at the canteen.
can see that some classes are doing the same thing also.
really dont understand why the sch insists that we go back.
anyway we lft the sch at 10plus.
just told the sercurity that we'll be coming back and obviously we didnt.
who cares if they really gave our IC to the office.
i dont give a damn.

went jasmine's house with xingling felicia siying joanne.
watched 1 disc of the new S.H.E ou xiang ju, forgot what's the title.
then regina came and we went over her house cuz me xingling joanne want to watch another set of VCDs which is at her house while the rest played mahjong.
that show is damn nice!
after translation is called 'devil by my side'? haha.
rainie is damn cute and mike is so damn cool!
ah i'm in love with them and that show!
but cant watch too much of these ou xiang ju, only influence my thinking,
but all these wont happen in reality.
haiz.

borrowed some VCDs from jasmine!
thanks dear!
hopefully my life wont be so boring anymore.
i got VCDs to watch! lala!

i got a job!
YEAH!
this means money!
i can get my new handphone soon!
finally i wont be too vexed over the handphone thing, hopefully.
but this also means i'll be very busy.
think will be working long hours after my holidays start.
training starts tomorrow! ah!
dont care. pon sch :p
still have to get some clothes cuz have to wear black from head to toe. aiyo.
keep my job a secret 1st. will say when the time is right. hee.
but i guess i should at least thanks felicia :)
i guess this job can really helps me alot!
THANKS ;)

i just feel kind of bad.
told a lie which i dont want to.
and i think i'm a very bad liar.
is kinda obvious that i lied isnt it?
sorry.
and i guess i broke a promise, or it isnt a promise?
whatever it is, i hope i didnt offend anybody again.
hopefully i'm just thinking too much.
you aint so petty, are you?

031105: steamboat at marina on hari raya puasa! :D 

put a song here.
hopes it's not irritating.
will take it down after some time.
in love with this song recently.
maybe the lyrics say out how i feel? ha.
when i started to have stupid infatuations.
but the song is really nice and rainie is so kawaii!
ok enough of my nonsense.
shhhhh.
listen to the song...

but i guess i'll never have the luck.

went out with gary today.
watched movie! :)
can consider as he treat cuz he got movie vouchers, hee.
watched all about love!
NICE show!
andy lau is still sooooo handsome, haha.
my 3rd movie in 2 weeks! all different varieties, hee.
1st is horror, then action-packed and today romance!
i cried.
oh my, so 'dui lian'!
i'm emotional :p
every time i want to cry, i'll laugh cuz 2 andy lau appear.
really 'ku xiao bu de'.
but there's too much tears in the movie.
love for the dead is really an amazing thing.
erm maybe amazing is not the word, but i cant describe.
i just feel that it's wonderful, at least i thought so.

thanks gary for the movie.
and for preparing tissue cuz he's so sure that i'll cry.
so bad!
but i got my own :p
poor him got to go shopping with me.
feels a bit bad. sorry!
i bought a top and some christmas cards.
cant go out anymore!
i cant control myself!
i'll bound to buy stuffs.
but i need to save up for a new handphone!
how how how!
haiz.

when we are about to leave PS then a malaysian lady came up to borrow money from us.
she lost her money, cant find her friends and hr handphone got no battery.
stingy us didnt lend her money to take cab back but kind us brought her back to her hotel.
hotel81 lavender. i'll never forget where it is!
quite exciting to explore our way there huh.
her 'story' is like so old-fashioned but dont think she's lying.
we exchanged contacts at the hotel lobby and confirms that she really lives there.
yeah did a good deed today!

at least i feel happier today :D

was in a damn bad mood yesterday.

1st thing:
handphone pronounced dead. beyond repair.
haiz.
then mum kept scolding me.
damn her.
i'm already feeling bad enough.
as if i purposely drop my handphone into the toilet bowl.
come on who will be so dumb to do that!
sold scold scold,
all she know is to scold.
TMD!
she still bring out all the history, things that i did wrong these few years and scold together.
what the hell!
mothers! i cant stand!
haiz.
very troubled over handphone thing.
dad's stupid old handphone cant survive for long.
but i dont have money!
guess i can never get myslef a mp3 player.
there goes my watch and wallet too.
ahahahahaha!
*screams*

2nd thing:
was doing class friendster account.
suddenly became very sad.
what if someone is not going to make it?
what if someone is going to leave the class?
what if that someone is me?
i hope i'm just thinking too much.
i dont want any of those above to happen.
i love my class.
i love 133.
i want all of us to become 233 next year...

i thought things were getting better.
past weekend, halloween and deepavali holidays had been a damn fun one for me.
especially halloween. i went partying!
:DDD

but all fun moments have an ending.
didnt expect that these will end so soon.
bad thing happened today.
a terrible one :(
i dropped my handphone into the toilet bowl!
YES the TOILET BOWL!
OMG.
my sch skirt's pocket's opening is too big, things keep slipping out.
and i'm so not careful.
haiz. wad else can i still say.
tried to dry it but it still cant be switched on :(
got 'boi boi' to look for my warranty card but she couldnt find it.
no choice, had to call dad.
lucky he kept the warranty card.
but i guess my handphone cant be saved already.
water went in means gone case.
maybe it's really 'bao ying'.
that time when 'boi boi's handphone got spoilt cuz she forgot to take it out and went into the sea,
we bluffed mum that she dropped it into the toilet bowl.
and now, my handphone really dropped into toilet bowl!
what the hell.
damn it.
my 400bucks!
it's not even 1year can!
i treasure it so much, yet i dropped it into toilet bowl!
i'll never forgive myself if it cant be repair.

got scolded by mum.
so unfair. she didnt scold 'boi boi' the other time!
well she said she wont pay a single cent if i need to get a new handphone.
as usual la, since when did she pay for anything expect my basic needs.
sucks.
i need money desperately!
any jobs avaliable?
guess i dont eat for half a year also cant save enough to get myself a new handphone.
haiz.

thanks people who lent me their handphone to use to contact my sister.
and thanks for so concern about whether i flashed before my handphone dropped it or not, haha.
it's my handphone that's more important can!
well i havent flash :p
thanks 'boi boi' for helping to look for my warranty card, bring it down to causeway point and accompany me to repair it.
you are always the best!

sorry guys dont think i can be contacted these days.
anybody has an extra handphone to spare?
got dad's old handphone but it doesnt seem to work at times.
have to bear with it for the time being.
if not i'll just go handphone-less.
i will try to survive without my handphone.

all i can do now is pray for the best...