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Sunday, September 24, 2006


copied from siying's blog.
an entry of a story she just knew of.
i'm touched by that story too.
it's just so......

我哭了。
因为伤心,因为感动。
故事里男女主角的感情,让我不由自主地为他们落泪。
他们两人对彼此的感觉,我真是深深地体会到了...
那是如此地震撼...

后悔。伤心。遗憾。
他们谁也没有想到事情会演变成今天这种局面。
对他们而言,就好像是缘分作弄了他们,老天爷和他们玩了一场残忍的游戏,
而很显然的,他们两最终都输给了老天爷。
他们谁都没有错,错只在于缘分来得太晚。

“如果当初...结局是不是就不会...?”
事情已走到了这个地步,说这些还有什么用?
再去想,只会更烦,更伤心。
换个角度来看,这样的结局那不成已是最好不过了的结局?
是,现在也许会乱,会痛,但是不是也因该学会放开呢?
至少学会了放开,自己也会好过些。

人人常说时间能冲淡一切,虽然我不太信,但就让事情顺其自然吧...
未来的事,谁也无法预料,
是你的就是你的,想逃也逃不掉。
不是你的,强求也强求不来。
若缘分未尽,就算天涯海角,缘分还是会把你们两的心再一次牵连在一块儿的。

就在那美丽的夜空下,星星不停地闪烁着,
周围的万物也似乎为了要让这对男女主角享受这最后的拥抱而停止了呼吸。
拥抱是象征着之前的结束,还是另一个友情的开始?
不管怎样,相信那短短几秒钟的拥抱对两人而言,
是最真成,最可贵,最值得珍惜的。

之后,所有的美好回忆,将永远停留在两人的内心深处,
时不时,就会随着男主角常为女主角所唱的情歌一样,涌上心头...

“直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔”

“你最近不说话
怎么了 为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐

听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱 我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福”

.........

珊瑚
@ 3:01 AM



我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法才不再想

珊瑚
@ 2:51 AM



my blog is dead.
so am i.

maybe dying off is a better solution...

i dont feel like blogging anymore.

firstly, NO TIME!

secondly, i dont really want people to know how i feel now.
especially if my thinking is bad and wrong in their point of view.

i'm sorry.
i cant be perfect.

珊瑚
@ 2:45 AM


Saturday, September 02, 2006


no mood.
that's what i'm feeling right now.
or rather i have been feeling this way since a few days ago.
no mood to do anything.
no mood to study,
no mood to go out,
no mood to watch movie,
no mood to go online,
no mood to blog.

i dont know what has gotten into me this time.
maybe i should just shut myself up from outside world for a little while...

珊瑚
@ 12:42 AM


Friday, September 01, 2006


tuesday 290806
celebrated his birthday with him.
went to our favourie marina square.
billy bombers had nice atmosphere, soup and ice-cream, but their main course...
randomly shopped around.
bowling and arcade was fun.
didnt play bowling for a long time.
well, he's quite pro while my skills suck.
but he doesnt really know how to play daytona!
1st time i heard about guys cant play it well.
*laughs* :p

glad that he said he like the present.
hopefully he meant what he said.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear!
:)))

珊瑚
@ 11:53 PM



sunday 270806
tanning session with fel at sentosa.
came up with some damn stupid lie to tell my parents.
almost got it exposed.
thanks to the previous bikini incident,
i cant possibly let my mum know i'm going to sun tan.
and i cant wear my bikini!
wore tube bra instead.
now got so many different tan lines of different shades.
so UGLY!
haiz.

oh, almost fainted while i got up to get a drink after the first round of tanning.
guess the sun is too hot and i dehydrated.
or am i really that weak?
haiz.
really hate that 'going to faint' and dizzy feeling.
like almost going to die.
told myself not to fall onto the floor if not people will sure crowd around me.
had enough of such incidents a few years back.

i want to be STRONG!

saturday 260806
today is a bad day because my pocket got a big 'hole' now and there is blood shed!

went shopping in town with xling.
thank you for keeping me accompany when i'm down!

shopped far east, wisma, taka and heeren.
bought a watch for my sis, a box, some stuffs from watson and finally got myself a big handbag!
but it's freaking expensive. $114.45!
so what it's nike, it's still too expensive.
i've been eyeing on it for like 1month.
still choose to buy it cuz i cant find any other which i like.
thank xling for helping me to bring it back home first.

met up with him while going home.
guess both of us have to stop thinking too much.
i went home to change while he waited under my block.
i wanted to scare him so i 'attacked' him from his back when i went down.
that coward is too timid and his reaction was damn great.
he jumped up (he was sitting down at first) and his head bang right into my face.
OUCH!
and my nose bleed almost immediately.
i guess that really gave him a big scare.

no choice but got to go home to clean up.
he was damn guilty and kept apologizing.
my parents still say i deserve it cuz i went to scare him first.
hmph, why is everybody always on his side!
bleh.
i never have such serious nose bleed in my 18years of life ok!
but seeing his guilty face and his thousands "sorry",
that blood shed is worth it, haha.
as long as my nose is still intact and it didnt go out of shape or what so ever.
if not, he has to hold responsibility!
:p

nice walk down the reservoir after that.
:)

珊瑚
@ 11:48 PM