had a great satuday.
tanning session at sentosa with
ying,
ting and
'boi boi'.
finally a successful cousins outing.
was quite worried cuz past few days had been raining.
our outing had been postponed for 1 year due to the stupid rain!
lucky the sun was out.
we love the sun!
so the 3 ladies were in bikini.
my boyish sis wont wear bikini even if you give her $1000, ha.
havent been to the sentosa for so long.
beach, sand, sea, playing of vball...
everything was great and fun :D
but i guess the sun was too strong and i didnt have any food since morning.
felt a bit giddy.
both the buses out from the beach and out to city took damn long to come.
plus there's a jam on the linkway, i almost fainted on the bus la.
arrgh.
ate at harbourfront's food court then shop around.
ying bought things again!
she's really rich can,
envy envy!
'boi boi' and i went PS to meet parents.
shopped around and bought things.
oh i got a denim skirt for $15 from outfitter girls!
60% discount! wahaha.
happy happy :)
everything was fine until sunday.
mum found out about us wearing bikini.
i already washed it when parents were asleep but stupid me forgot to hide my bikini before i went for tuition.
but it was still wet, even if i remembered, i cant possibly hide it inside my room also right.
haiz.
didnt know she'll make such a big fuss over it.
she was freaking pissed.
called up ah yi's house but ah yi wasnt at home.
then she scolded ying when she heard that all 3 of us wore bikini.
saying we were shameless and stuff.
come on, what's the big deal with wearing bikini?
most girls at sentosa do that.
this is the 21st century, auntie!
stop being so square will you!
so what if we are 'dong fang ren',
does that mean that we cant be modern?
wearing bikini doesnt mean westernized.
i still know i'm a chinese and i can speak, read and write chinese!
there's no law which states that chinese cant wear bikini!
sometimes i hate to be called chee-na because of people like her.
just because they are chinese educated and more 'senior' in a way,
their LKK thinking gives others the wrong impression that people who take chinese are all very square and old-fashioned.
but the fact is we are not!
hello i take higher chinese, doest that mean that i'm a nerd?
sometimes i dont mind being called chee-na cuz i'm proud of my race and my culture.
i know chinese culture is more traditional and conservative,
but is this modern society, people are more or less influenced by the western culture,
some things we just have to be more flexible.
i'm not saying i'll let western culture rule over my chinese culture.
i wont forget that i'm a chinese and wearing bikini doesnt mean that i'm not a chinese!
and sorry, i'm not following the trend.
i just want to wear bikini to get some good tan, what's wrong with that?
arrgh.
she just simply suck.
why cant she just get out of her stupid old century.
it's just a bikini and she scolded so many people because of that.
even her own elder sis she also scold.
poor ah yi.
she's just trying to help and explained for us but all she got was mum's scolding.
my mum is just so unreasonable.
obviously i got scolded too.
didnt dare to go home after tutition.
'boi boi' and ying tipped me off about it.
so i only went home when parents went out.
but i was still 'killed' at night.
at least i had the whole afternoon to calm myself down.
if not i'll sure quarrel with her and i can predict her slapping me.
well, i controlled myself and just treat it as if she's 'singing' to herself.
if she thinks that her scolding will stop me from doing all these,
sorry, she just dont know me well.
she should know my character is as stubborn as her.
the more you dont let me do something, the more i'll do it.
somemore i dont think i'm wrong in the 1st place.
she even asked me "havent i been treating you well? you know i hate people wearing these yet you want to go against me!"
sorry, i dont mean to go against you.
but i've my rights to do things which i like.
so what if you dont like?
that's your own business.
and another thing, you think you treat me well?
oh, that's so funny.
by giving me $6 a day, and that's only mon-fri,
and $50 every CNY to get new clothes and stuff,
that's consider good?
i cant even buy a top and a bottom with $50 can.
ever since i started working in sec3, i paid for almost all my expenses can.
except for my school fees.
she thinks those little money is enough and that's suppose to be treating me well.
laughs big time.
well, she can spend how many hundreds of dollars on her own clothes and watches but never 'kind' enough to give her children a little more.
i always envy children whose parents are so 'she de' to spend on them.
if i cant get some love, at least gimme more money!
call me money-minded, materalistic.
whatever.
i swear, once i'm 21, i'll move out of this house!
i'm not going to stay with this old china woman!
having cold war now.
but who cares.
i dont give a shit about her.
