meiji crave
presented abt CCC during clao common period.
it's supposely for clao, cla and hcl students but it's obvious tt some ppl did not turn up.
less ppl means less embarrassment, ha.
at 1st i wasnt nervous at all,
but as time comes nearer, i was shivering agn!
somemore we din prepare or rehears before.
juz went up and CRAP!
i dun even know wad am i talking, ha.
but i guess it wasnt very bad right?
even if it was,
pls dun tell me.
ha.

helped out with heats in the evening.
3rd time this week!
helped out on wed as a 'lollipop-er'.
was holding a 'lollipop' with 1 side green and the other red,
looking out for ppl who cuts into others' lanes while making a band.
this job isnt as nice as time keeper cuz have to stand throughout, ha.
did time keeping today.
i still prefer this job, hee.

went to eat meiji yogurt with cindy after heats agn!
our 2nd time!
ate it on wed too.
wad we did was so funny.
we bought the yogurt from NTUC and went over to north pt's food court.
was trying to look for disposable plastic spoons so we can eat our yogurt.
lucky adeline managed to 'steal' for us.
then we sat on the bench right outside the food court and eat our yummy yogurt!
so many ppl were walking by.
guess they muz be thinking tt we are mad,
eating yogurt right outside the food court!

and we did the same thing today.
but this time we were smarter.
we prepared our own spoons!
took from sch's drink stall before we left, hee.
at 1st we cant find benches which we can lean on so we sat on a flat bench.
after a while the auntie from the other bench(the type tt can lean on) left.
i immediately took my bag and my yogurt and flew over!
cindy was laughing like mad by my action, ha.
so we juz sat outside the food court and eat our yogurt *yum yum*
ha we are like advertising for meiji yogurt!
but it's really damn NICE!
taste very different from other brands.
the fruits inside are supper BIG!
muz try it!
i bet u will fall for it juz like i do.
ha.
thanks cindy for recommanding :)

i'm craving for meiji yogurt agn!

i want to SLEEP!
my god i'm still awake trying to do a bit of PW!
haven been getting enough slp these days.
1st is rush CCC ppt and now is PW WR.
when can my life gets betta? :(

presenting the CCC ppt this afternoon.
gonna be nervous again.
zhangJP lao shi says i'm those thick skin type of ppl.
hey i'm not ok.
i'm shy and will get nervous, lol.
juz hopes tt nth goes wrong.

i seriously need my SLEEP!

PW sux!
i HATE PW!!!
it sux like shit.
i dunno wad the hell is my grp doing.
so far we are the slowest in class.
and stupid old heng keeps nagging at me.
damn him.
i quarreled with him today.
i dun give a shit. (sounds familiar huh)
guess my grp is very unorganised.
sorry for being such a lousy leader.
i guess our whole grp is full of slackers, including me.
hey but i did alot alr ok.
i'm so sick & tired of doing all these.
my grp members dun seem very helpful thou.
i kept yelling at them.
so sorry!
i've no choice.
u guys dun wanna fail either right?
let's juz work hard and everybody do their parts.
show old heng tt we can do it and prove him wrong!
he sux hell lots!
i'm sure everybody agrees with me.
he kept saying we are slow.
but other classes juz finish their EoM when we submitted like 1mth ago?
they haven even start on their WR and we muz hand up by tmr.
ask him go eat shit.
oops i'm so vulgar.

i muz try to relax if not i'm going to blow up soon.

DJ of the day
slept at 2am last night to rush the CCC powerpoint.
woke up at 6am today cuz need to reach sch by 7.15am for broadcasting.
i'm the DJ for YY radio station today -.-"
go ahead, laugh all u want.

was thinking today's gonna be an unlucky day for me cuz it rained right after i woke up.
lucky it stopped before i left hse & tianyi's taxi past by when i was on my way to sch so i had free ride for half the journey.
if not i'll sure be late.
was so nervous abt the broadcasting!
thou is juz only my voice!
my legs & hands were all shaking when i was reading out the 1st page.
after a while then i got betta,
but i still read a few words wrong :(

being a DJ is kind of FUN!
i enjoyed this experience :)
i dun mind doing it again, hee.

lucky most ppl say it was ok.
but mdm shelia said so obvious it was my sleepy voice.
my voice is sleepy?
1st time i heard of such comment.
normally ppl say my voice is very mono tone.
so i guess mono tone = sleepy voice?
zhang lao shi said it was good for a singaporean to have such standard.
thanks for ur complement :)

thanks tianyi for rushing & changing the script these few days.
lucky nth went really wrong today :)
well, today's topic is abt racial harmony cuz today's racial harmony day.
but it's a rather boring topic.
i bet nobody bothers to listen.
tt's even betta, ha.
anw ppl always come to sch after 7.30am, somemore it rained this morning.
the broadcast ended at 7.30am, wahaha.
so i guess i din embarrassed myself too much, hee.

stress!
rushing the Chinese Cultural Camp presentation.
have to present to whole j1 clao on fri -.-"
ahhhhh i dunno wad to write!
PW oso haven finish!
so stressful!
i hate JC life :(
still muz go for tuition tmr.
no time!
and my blk tests results sux!
AO pass for maths & phy, F for hcl!
got scolded by zhang lao shi for my attitude towards hcl cuz i kept saying i wan drop to cla.
guess i've no choice and it's too late now :(
the only way out is to work extra hard.
haiz.
i've maths & phy tutition but i still fail both of them.
i'm really the best.
shld really slap myself on the face :(

track & field heats
helped out with the sch's track & fields heats after sch.
was 1 of the timers.
din know being a timer can be quite fun.
learned how to time correctly & try to minimise human reaction error.
the runners' chest muz be over the finishing line then is considered as finish.
so i juz sat dere, relax & watched ppl race.
kind of fun! :)

our dear odac vp johnson went pale after running 400m.
scare us cuz he kept saying he's not ok, feeling giddy & stuffs.
cindy & i went to get him a drink.
he cant even tok properly!
maybe tt's his 'retribution' for owaes 'suan'ing me, teasing abt me & jerry.
but it's so weird tt the one who owaes 'suan' me becomes so quiet all of a sudden.
mr leroy fetched him back in the end.
hope he's feeling betta.

johnson: get well soon! if not nobody is there to 'suan' & tease me, my life will be so boring! :p

recently a lot of ppl died after running.
most from army training & some other cases.
quite scary & saddening!
ytd i went jogging with 'boi boi' at the stadium.
saw a man fainted while jogging.
some ppl were helping to rub his body & pump his heart.
ambulance & police came soon after.
he still had heartbeat when he was pushed into the ambulance.
we were like "lucky still in time to save him".
but saw from news today tt he died after reaching the hospital.
he had fever 3 days ago & he still went jogging.
his heart couldnt take it or sth.
haiz. so sad.
1 life gone juz like tt.
'boi boi' kept scolding me,
warning tt i muz not run when i'm not feeling well.
ha tt silly gal.
i know she's juz concern.
thanks dear.

conculsion: dont run when u are not feeling well or juz recovered from an illness.
dont force urself to continue running if u dont feel well halfway.

i'll remind myself of these everytime i go for a jog.
hope nth of these happen agn!

new blog
finally my new blog is up! :D
this will be my public blog.
the diaryland one will be changed to my private blog cuz it can be locked up.
realise tt blogging is quite stupid,
u cant really say everything u want.
it's like blog for ppl to see.
well, i guess tt's wad blog is for.
quite dumb huh.

anw, starting of a new blog,
i hope everything can start anew.
i shall start a new way of life too!
been very down for past 2 wks,
very easily agitataed, bad tempered.
went ard scolding ppl and stuffs,
esp those odac ppl.
i'm so SORRY!
i juz cant stand it when things are so unorganised.
let's not tok abt the past.
juz hope everything will be fine soon.
and i swear, i'll change ok :)

spent alot of time modifying this blog skin.
nice?
looks a bit childish huh.
but nvm, i like it!
:)))