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Monday, November 20, 2006


放不下

你好吗
你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长
是不是
还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上
要坚强
我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲
虽然说
孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚
msn上太多的路人甲
偶尔你也该上来说说话

想着你的温柔
想着你的模样
我放不下
都说过了再见
我们各自飞翔
各自长大
抱紧爱会挣扎
放开爱会心慌
神也很忙
到底要实现哪个愿望
离开你那麽傻
可以后侮吗

风很大
怕你又穿得太少会让自己着凉
我很棒
一个人换了灯泡房间变得很亮
每一天
发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲
爱很怪
什麽都介意最后又什麽都原谅

ooh 心里最深的牵挂
越想遗忘越不能忘

珊瑚
@ 2:06 AM



其实我一直都知道为什么这几天自己会那么郁闷
但我一直骗自己
我越要自己不去想,我就会越想.
我真的不想去想...

奇迹发生过一次
我知道很难会有第二次了
我究竟在等待和期待什么?

我知道要听大家的话
要放手
要忘掉
我才不会那么难受

我真得很想恨你...

如果大哭一场能让我舒服的话
我不介意哭上三天三夜

为什么你可以那么不在乎?
为什么你可以那么无情?
为什么......

或许我们这样就算彻平了吧
现在谁也不欠谁
谁也没有对不起谁了

我心痛的是
我们现在连好朋友都不是了吗?

我不会再主动去找你了
我说过我会等
如果注定我们的下场是这样
那我也只能认了...

我不知道我到底要装开心到什么时候
但愿时间能冲淡一切吧...

珊瑚
@ 1:37 AM



16112006 thursday
thank you ah ba for bringing me back her house,
if not poor me got no where to go :(

and thank you ah ba for termporary perming my hair.
just wanna try out some looks for prom.
oh no i haven get my prom stuff!

anyway i slept the whole afternoon.
at night started to watch 'gong' dvd.
i really have nothing to do!
i even end up watching movie from youtube.
cant believe i'm doing that when i scolded my sis when she did that after her exams.
now i understand how boring she feels.
haiz.

17112006 friday
went siying's house in the morning since we both dont have anything to do.
wanted to watch vcd but the player doesnt want to work!
arrgh.
end up we fell asleep.

afternoon went to fahizul's place!
thanks for inviting!
only a few of us went and steven and his classmates.

at night went to play pool with ben, uncle pan and siying.
xling watched us play cuz she was in skirt and didnt want to play.

clubbing and pooling.
how 'meaningful' can my life be.

18112006 saturday
watched tv the whole morning and afternoon.
had 228 class gathering cum BBQ at mdm shelia's place in the evening.

i like mdm shelia's house!
the rooms are big and she has everything!

oh we almost burnt down the house.
haha.
no la, just that the BBQ's try caught fire.

it's really nice to have all the girls present and sit together and chat.
the last time we did that was a thousand years ago i guess.

my mood was pretty bad recently.
lucky i've these people with me...

19112006 sunday
had buffet lunch with zhang laoshi, chen yun and tian yi at goodwood park hotel.
laoshi's treat!
very nice of her! thank you!
eh but the buffet sint very nice la...

thank you tian yi for shopping with me for 5hours!
was looking around for prom dress.
the stupid prom thing is really giving me headache.
i've no mood to do anything now,
dont even feel like preparing for prom.
haiz.

oh i did a very brave thing today!
i saw this girl with a very nice hair-do which i would like to do for prom.
so me and tian yi followed she and her friend for a while but end up we didnt dare to approach her.
but we saw her again at another shop after a while.
fated.
so i went up to ask if i can take down photos of her hair, hee.
she's a jap and apparently she dont really understand what i'm trying to say.
oh well nvm, as long as now i got the photos!
that's the only 'shou huo' i get today.

saw quite a number of yj people in town today.

and the first have to be you.
i just got this very strong feeling that i'll see you and i really did.
but...

saw fel with her mum and her bro.
saw some yj j2 people from other class.
went to heeren to look for ah ba at her worl place.
heard that xling was in town too but didnt see her.
singapore is too small, beside town there isnt much place to go.

珊瑚
@ 1:00 AM




the drunk fel is lying on me! Posted by Picasa

珊瑚
@ 12:59 AM




me & ah ba outside zouk. Posted by Picasa

珊瑚
@ 12:58 AM




we rock :) Posted by Picasa

珊瑚
@ 12:57 AM




5 of the girls! Posted by Picasa

珊瑚
@ 12:57 AM




us!!! Posted by Picasa

珊瑚
@ 12:55 AM




group photo! Posted by Picasa

珊瑚
@ 12:55 AM



i've no choice but to blog.
if i dont blog, i really have nothing else to do!

why do my life have to turn out this way???
:(

since wednesday after physics paper3 ended till now,
i have been doing quite meaningless thing.
arrgh.

wednesday 15112006
went home to bathe and doll up after the morning paper.
met up with the guys (ben, fahizul, zul,uncle pan) to go get xingling's bday present.
it’s her BIRTHDAY that day!
got her a pair of roller blades from suntec carefour.
eh hopefully she'll like it la.
so sorry but we didnt have much time to search for a really nice present...

met up with xling in town in the evening.
shop a little.
spent a lot of time waiting for the rest and deciding a place for dinner.
end up eating at Swenson AGAIN.
oh well......

took pictures with Christmas deco!
pretty pretty.
i mean the deco are pretty. lol.

went clubbing at zouk with fel, xling and ah ba.
it's ladies night!
oh wan rui and her bf came after that too.

didnt know fel cant drink.
she only drank half a glass of 'long island' and got drunk.
gosh.
she puked twice. poor thing.
so we spent 2hours outside the club to accompany her.
now i know, next time cant let fel touch any alcohol!

hmmm i wonder how does it feel like to get drunk...
fel will sure say "you wont want to try it"
lol.
lucky wan rui and her bf drove her home.

left the 3 of us, we went back to dance around 3am+.
bad.
those stupid disgusting guys,
or rather i should say those 'uncles' started to approach us and intro.
faints.
and 2 'ang mo' came talking to me and xling.
sorry i cant understand what he said.

guys, arrgh.
they are really WOLFS man.
whatever.
i still prefer going clubbing during parties than ladies night.
but ladies night is free for us la.
haiz.

went to chill in town at shaw's mac after leaving the club.
and i fell asleep on the chair.
i must have look super un-glam, so paiseh!

took bus back when transport service started.
went ah ba's house to sleep cuz i lied to my parents that i'm sleeping over at fel's place so i cant go home so early in the morning.
oh well, i hope that i can tell them i went clubbing and not bluff them again.
cuz i'm sure i'll club more often in future.
i dont see why i cant club when exams are over now and i'm 18 long ago!

i'm just a wild and crazy girl :p

珊瑚
@ 12:25 AM


Thursday, November 16, 2006


IT'S OVER
IT'S OVER
IT'S OVER
!!!

AND IT'S FINALLY PARTY TIME NOW!!!
wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i'm starting to feel empty......

珊瑚
@ 11:57 PM


Monday, November 06, 2006



mr gary's 'confidence theory'.
have confidence! :))) Posted by Picasa

珊瑚
@ 1:11 AM