What a tiring day!
was emcee-ing for this evening's MFC karaoke singles semi-finals.
after that had the tuition programme thingy.
oh I din mentioned before that I joined a programme of interact club as a service for my NYAA.
it's giving primary school kids maths & english tuition.
started for about a month, on every tue from 6.45 to 8.45pm.
kind of fun, can train me for my future job.
haha.
that's when I cant find other better jobs, I'll become a teacher, hee.
my student is a pretty girl in pri5, EM3.
but she's very quiet, a bit too quiet.
and she always shrugs her shoulders whenever I ask her a question.
sometimes is so irritating!
but she's cute in some ways la.
and she keep smiling at me, for god knows what reason.
well sometimes her works is really...
no matter how much u tried to explain, she still dun understand.
that’s when I train my patience.
I told myself if she knows everything she wont need me already.
hopefully I can be a good teacher!
:)

oh i almost forget to mention about the news writing competition on sat.
it was quite shit-ty.
had workshops in the morning but everything was conducted in english when we were supposed to write our article in our own mother tongue.
english & chinese writing style is so different.
so i guess the workshops were not very helpful.
afternoon was the forum then the competition.
i played the role of forum participant & stephanie as the reporter.
took down alot of notes. 1st time i tried to write down notes so fast.
but everything was in a mess.
we din have enough time to sort out and organise.
couldnt finish our article on time.
well i guess we, including the malay and tamil groups did our best.
results will be out on 14th sep and we'll be going to innova jc.
looking forward to that day cuz i've never been to innova!

si ying says: "peishan! It's time to update ur blog!"
haha I totally agrees.
haven been online for quite some time until recently cuz have to rush out written report.
still remember I did until 4.15am last night!
only slept for 2hrs!
*panda eyes*

shall do some brief updates before going into details,
mood has been quite bad lately.
getting more and more stressed up.
so scared I cant make it for promos!
issit a good thing or bad thing to be scared now?
hopefully I still have enough time to buck up.
but it seems like I'm getting from bad to worse.
got F for my maths test!
and I actually studied 7hrs for it.
haiz.
am I stupid or stupid?
screwed up my physics SPA last friday too.
only manage to do halfway.
I'm always too slow, slower than tortoise can!
totally break down after that.
need to 'release' before it explode.
thanks to my classmates for being there to cheer me up.
my class people seems quite tense up recently.
everybody is starting to worry for promos.
I guess this is a good sign?
jia you people.
133 , we can do it!

last saturday

went to sch early morning to do the banner for mid-autumn festival celebration (MFC) karaoke competition.
went to KBox after painting 4 chinese characters, ha.
cuz xingling, jasmine & felicia took part so they wanted to practice.
si ying, joanne & xuan went too.
we split into 2 rooms.
I'm with si ying, fel & xuan.
but we kept running form room to room.
had a great time singing! :D
went back to sch again to finish up the banner in the afternoon.
poor people like ying sheng & wen yi did the painting right from the start.
some others joined halfway while we were away at KBox.
so this banner is the hard work of 10 people!
at least it's beautifully done.
it IS BEAUTIFUL ok, haha :)

last sunday

woke up at noon, too late to go to library to study.
went to the mac near my house to eat and study with 'boi boi'.
studied for about 6hrs! so accomplished!
but I dunno how much went in, haha.
went for a jog at the stadium after that.

tuesday, wednesday, today

MFC karaoke competition audition!
I'm the emcee together with joanne & my ah lao ying sheng!
was kind of nervous on the 1st day.
lucky everything went on quite smoothly.
it was the 2nd day when a lot of things went wrong.
today was still quite ok except the fact that we started late and a lot of audience came and everything was quite chaotic.
being an emcee isnt easy at all!
I was quite tense up and got freak out sometimes.
our reactions must be very fast, there's no time for us to think of what to say when we're on stage,
especially if a problem suddenly occurred.
I feel quite stupid to always ask the audience questions and they dun reply at all.
feel so idiot!
I shall stop asking questions!
my mood gets affected quite easily, still cant control my temper well.
tends to lost it when things dun go right.
sorry if I lost my temper at u, really SORRY!
guess I still have lots to learn to be a good emcee.
still have 2 more rounds of semi-finals before the finals on 16th sep.
let's work hard my emcee partners!

and the whole MFC committee!
ah lao is the organizer! He's like so poor thing doing so much work.
everybody jia you jia you jia you! :)))

yesterday

had stomach ache all of a sudden when I was having tuition.
it hurts like hell.
almost the same sharp pain I had last year.
I thought I'm dying again.
called dad to pick me up.
he almost wanted to send me to hospital.
but I dun want to step into that place again!
it has been 1 year since I was hospitalized.
time flies huh.
that experience is enough.
no way I'm going in again.
only went to see doctor.
but it wasnt doc ho on duty, it was that lousy doc.
well, as usual, he said nothing big was wrong.
so that means something small is wrong?
the medication he gave din help much at all.
I think the medicine which the hospital gave me is even better.
haiz.
lucky I manage to struggle through the night.
felt better this morning.
ah my precious darling stomach, when will u stop giving me problems?
:(

such a long entry!
ok time for me to end off.
participating in a mother tongue news writing competition tomorrow with stephanie & 4 other malay & tamil students.
a whole day event.
bet I'll be dead tired after everything.
wish me luck, hope we can do yj proud :x

Yesterday

the day for meet the parent session.
I went with my dear dad.
was quite prepared to receive a lot of complaints.
brought dad to see mdm shelia, mr tan, ms lim & zhang lao shi.
or rather zhang lao shi is the one who wanted to see dad.
cuz we walked past her when we were looking for mr tan.
then she was like "oh so ur dad came, good! Bring him to see me later."
-.-"
I knew I sure die.

lucky mdm shelia & mr tan didnt say a lot of bad things about me.
they only say I've potential, can do much better than what I'm doing now.
perhaps I never put in enough effort, must work harder & stuff.
so typical. Lol.
in fact, my dad was the one who told them bad things about me.
things like I always go town, go online or sleep when I'm at home.
totally the other way round, not teacher complain about student but parent complain about child.
lol.

but ms lim says I did quite badly compared to the rest.
we were more of like chatting with each other.
realised that she's actually a very NICE teacher!
I LIKE her! Haha.
she taught me ways to study, how to enjoy studying & stuff.
so I guess I must change my way of studying.
and I need a study group!
anybody wanna join me?
let's study together!

zhang lao shi 'killed' me on the spot.
she was like "sorry mr ho, not that I want to say, ur daughter is very capable of doing things (excluding studies),
but she's really very LAZY!"
*faints*
and she kept repeating this sentence!
she even told my dad I told her that I'm the type of person who always go town.
well that's the truth. My dad knows it too.
what's the big deal about that?
so many youngsters like to go town now.
fine, I promise I'll cut down the number of my towning days, happy?

and I shall stop loving myself so much.
cuz zhang lao shi say I love myself too much so I cant bear to let myself suffer.
that's why I refuse to memorise my literature.
so from now on I shall start torturing myself!
bury myself in the books! No, is bury myself in the notes!

I guess I really have to work very hard, especially for hcl.
really dun wanna get retained.
now all I shall do is STUDY STUDY STUDY!
MUGGING is my life!

Today

went woodlands library to study with jeanie dear!
from 12-8pm!
8hrs! haha no la, we spent about 1hr eating & shopping, hee.
well, 7hrs of studying! :)
at least I did study! Better than sleeping at home which I always do.
let's study more!
I LOVE studying!
so fake.
haha.

maths common test tomorrow!
wish me good luck.
all the best people!

wee i'm here to update!
FINALLY.
ha.

national day was kinda great.
thou NDP was damn boring in the front part.
but i'm glad that our group is quite bonded!
we even bought red hair sprays and sprayed our hair red!
i love my new friends in group6!
people like shiping & norris!
they are very enthu people.
can go crazy with me, hee.
we were screaming like dunno what.
but yishun audience sux big time.
they wont get high no matter how we scream.
they just look at u like u are some idiot.
spoil my mood totally.
then we were all waiting for national anthem to start.
cuz after that we gonna have break!
for the 1st time we couldnt wait to sing the national anthem, lol.
dinner was KFC AGAIN.
cuz it's 1 of the sponsers.
i'm so sick of KFC now!
after dinner we were all 're-charge'.
went back to the field and started screaming again.
then it was FIREWORKS!
so pretty!
BEAUTIFUL!
i wanna watch fireworks again!
:D

it was a tiring and hot day but it was a great experience.
oh thanks to regina jasmine felicia & soo mei (they went down to watch us? ha.) for buying us cold drinks.
we almost melt under the hot sun.

NDP motivators rocks.
group6 ROCKS!

"Reach out for the skies..."

lost
i seriously dunno what should i update about.
life hasnt been good at all.

maybe i should talk a little about OBS camp.
it was fun, learnt alot of new stuffs.
came to realise that actually i'm quite a typical city girl.
cuz i cant stand living in natural environment!
some very ma-lu incident happended,
shall not talk about it here.
throw my own face only, ha.
glad that i din lost my life there.
but had chest pain & breathing difficulties on the last night.
was sent bact to the medical centre for treatment.
lucky it was just chest muscle too tight.

was damn tired after OBS.
and damn itchy too!
i was biten by some forest insect.
had red spots all over my hands and legs.
looked so much like symptons of some STD!
so gross and disgusting!
i was scretching all over and some of them became scars :(
had to see doctor for it cuz it actually spreads.
lucky it became better after applying some medication.
thank god now the spots are fading away.

back to sch life.
got back blk test's result slip.
i got 2 AO pass and 1 F.
with wonderful 13 pts.
1 of my parents compulsary must come for teachers-parents day this coming sat.
i wonder what the teachers will say, haiz.
got scolded by mum like mad.
guess there goes my towning time and online time.
must be a guai girl girl and stay home to study from now on.
so sad :(

Today (or rather yesterday)

had college day cum national day celabrations cum sports day all together.
the sch just doesnt want to let us have other days off so squeeze everything together, stingy
dance the stupid NDP dance in front of the sch,
damn ma-lu-ating!
sports day sucks.
cuz pierce house sucks, no spirit at all.
only the few cheerleaders (cant believe i'm actually 1 of them) are high themselves.
i was screaming like mad alone,
feel so idiot and ma-lu-ated -.-"

after sch, i went town again.
thou i keep saying i'll try not to, haha.
went with xingling 1st then soo mei came to join us later.
went shopping and pooling and back to shopping again.
ahhh spent money again!
damn broke now!
i want money to drop from the sky!

tomorrow (or rather today) is national day.
i'm performing at the yishun NDP!
i'm the motivator la.
gonna dance the ugly looking dance again.
but i rather dance in front of public,
at least i dunno them and they dunno me!
the uniform is freaking ugly.
blue and yellow.
long sleeves long pants somemore.
when we dance in it,
we look like bananas in pyjamas!!!
damn funny.
but i'm pretty sure it's gonna be fun too!
i'm gonna scream my lungs out and enjoy myself tomorrow!
:)))

happy 40th birthday SINGAPORE!

back
haven been blogging for long.
juz got back from OBS last fri.
shall update when i've the time.
having GP lesson now.
guess this is the only time i can surf the net.
dun really have the mood to blog.
life's been bad.
everything juz doesnt seem right.
:(