YESTERDAY

my dear fiona is one of my best working partner!
i love working with her!
we had break together,
took the short cut and walked behind buildings to far east to get bubble tea and shihlin's food.
so now i think my throat wont recover so fast :x
anyway we chatted throughout our shift.
talked about everything anything.
even shared secrets which we never ever tell anybody before.
really love this girl, haha.
i'll cherish this friend of mine! :)

oh i'm super HAPPY on the train back home!
cuz i saw PHUA ZAI RONG!
so 'qiao' that we're on the same train la, same cabin somemore but 1 door apart.
and we're actually messaging each other at that point of time!
until i saw his side view from far and think it's a familiar face.
was so happy when i squeezed my way through to him and realised i didnt recognise wrongly!
but he looked like he wasnt happy to see me.
so sad :(

he said he wanna be gentleman and sent me home.
thanks so much though he doesnt really seem willing to do it.
anyway i finally took photo with him!
thanks for granting my wish.
but he forbids me to put it here.
he scared his ahem jealous?
lol.
well i should respect his request then.
and i dont want any misunderstanding.
i like phua zai rong AS A FRIEND ONLY!
i'm very glad to know this friend better only after we graduated from yj.
he's gonna be some one i'll miss when he enters NS.
but it's just in a good friend's point of view, nothing else!
so people out there please dont anyhow think.

and i hope that people who read my blog dont think too much into what i wrote.
cuz sometimes i dont mean anything.
it's just my feelings at that point when i'm typing.
no other hidden meanings!
so please dont assume.

i'm not trying to let the whole world know that i'm sad or emo by blogging.
this is my blog and i'm just venting my feelings here.
i dont see what's wrong with this.
at least i'm not trying to be fake, i'm just being my true self.

anyway i'm perfectly fine right now.
i know the past is the past.
sometimes it's other people who are trying to dig into the past and remind me about it.
so why not everybody just shut up and dont talk anything about it.
i dont want to be hated and make somebody finds me irritating.
let's just stop all the nonsense.
and i'm sorry if i did irritate anybody.
really sorry.

and i'm not sad or emo now.
I'M HAPPY!
:D

guess i wont be watching any shows later.
quite tired and gotta wake up early in the morning.
working 9.40am-2.40pm then gathering with the girls and the guys after that.
looking forward to having some fun at marina bay.
hopefully everything will go well.
:)