i guess this gonna be my last entry.
unless i can get my own laptop soon.

my house f**k up PC is driving me crazy.
now i cant even type.
i dunno what the hell is wrong with it.
want to reformat also dunno how cuz my stupid dad dunno where's the system CD.
and he forbids me to use the laptop anymore cuz he says i'm not using it for important things.
whatever la.

oh well maybe it's good in a way.
then i wont be blogging for good.
since there are people who say i'm blogging to let the whole world know that i'm sad or emo.
and thanks for letting me know that i'm a little irritating.
i'll keep that in mind and TRY TO CHANGE.

to think that i'm so silly.
saying that i miss all my friends out there and i'll try to treasure them.
all i wanted was to show appreciation.
but people find me irritating.
so i guess i should just forget it.
i shall just love myself and nobody else.

some people are just so fake.
at one moment they can be so nice to you and be by your side,
at the next moment they can give you cold shoulders and tell you you're a bit irritating.
thanks arh.
now i dont even know who are my true friends and who are not.

so i suppose i should isolate myself and only depend on myself.
it's ok.
i wont die.
it's not as if i havent been a loner before.

but i just wanna make some things clear.
i didnt purposely blog to let people know that i'm sad or emo.
i didnt force people to read my blog (you dont like it then just dont read).
i didnt force people to show concern about me.
i dont need people to pity me.

that's why every few months i'll stop blogging. (i realised that from my past entries)
cuz problems always arise out of no where.
I'M SO SORRY IF I CAUSED ANY TROUBLE TO ANYBODY BECAUSE OF MY ENTRIES.
i really didnt mean it.
i just want to rant and vent everything out here.
but i guess now i cant do it anymore...

i guess i wont be able to go online unless i go to cyber cafe or something.
dont think i'll miss doing anything online except for watchin my youtube shows!
:(

oops.
i'm 'not suppose' to show my sadness and emo-ness in my blog.
sorry.