FRIDAY, MARCH 30, 2007

cant believe that i actually went out with my parents!
ALONE without my sis.
cuz that pig went for her school's choir concert.

i walked down to plaza singapura after work and waited for them to reach.
had dinner at food court
then mum and i sort of went to shop while dad went times book store to read magazines.
oh well, the only time mum and i will 'shop' together is when we want to buy lingerie.
if not i guess it's no way that we'll come out together.
because unhappy things always happen.
lucky this time no big unpleasant incident occurred.
but sometimes i really envy my friends who have good mothers to go shopping with...

after we bought our stuff,
went to chase dad out of the book store and shopped at daiso.
saw some st nics classmates there.

dunno why i dont dare to go over to chat with them.
we just said hi from a far.
it's like ages since we last met.
but i just dunno how to face them...
perhaps because i know they're doing much better than me?
and i dont want them to know how bad i'm doing right now?

and we're from different cliques.
but i know they still meet up often.
unlike me who doesnt really have a close clique in st nics.
faith class'2003/2004 is so split up.
ever since yinchi went to study in US,
i guess faithians will never have a chance to gather together.
nobody bothers to do it.
even if someone really plan a gathering,
i bet most people dont see the need in going for it.
that's why i never really like my life in st nics.
but i really treasure those few friends from st nics which i'm still in contact with...

and i'm really afraid of losing my yj friends so i'm trying hard to keep all of them.
though life in yj is only a short period of 2years,
it's like my happiest schooling life.
perhaps j2 year isnt as great as j1 cuz 228 is also quite split up,
but i really love 133 a lot a lot.
love the girls, the guys,
and everybody else that i got to know in yj.
i just hope that history wont repeat itself.
no drifting away please...