dunno why i was so tired or what,
i couldnt wake up in the morning.
from 7am to 11am i keep opening my eyes and closing them again.
having some bad dream which i couldnt get myself out of it...

when i finally woke up,
i felt a sudden rush of emptiness into me...

thanks to the stupid hospital nurse who called at 11am to inform me that the doctor had something on so asked me to reach half an hour earlier.
if not i guess i'll still continue to struggle in my dream.
but i cant remember what dream was that,
i just dont feel good...

and i manage to free myself from the stupid medication!
at least for the next half a year.
cuz the doctor asked me how was my last 3months of medication.
i gave her a stern look and said "i dont like it!"
she was shocked and ask why.
"i just dont like it and i dont wanna rely so much on it. i just want to go normal for a while and see how."
lucky she agrees to it.
i won! hee.
but i'm still on gastric medication,
which i dont think i can be easily freed from it.
another hospital appointment again soon,
my gastric check up will be on 20th...

oh ya, thanks dad for taking leave to fetch me for my check up.
NUH is not an accessible place to go...


with dad while waiting for my check up,
sharing my ipod to entertain ourselves :)


DATE with ais in the evening!
singing at party world is so expensive!
at least much more expensive than KBox from what i know.
but they've better things la.
better drinks and tibits, they evn have wet tissues for us.
but of cuz, those are all included in the bill.
and it's complusory to have them, so...

but it's a good experience being my 1st time there.
beside the fact that it's super cold and i'm freezing and shivering there,
and my throat hurts now after 4hours of singing, ha.

we sang all the fahrenheit's songs followed by jay chou's songs.
then just anyhow pick songs that we know how to sing.
and ais can sing well!
especially those japanese songs!
she sang malay songs too!
so cool to know different languages...

i thought we really gonna let out everything,
but end up we werent that crazy afterall...
though i tried to get myself 'high',
the effect wasnt good cuz the songs we sang are mostly love songs or sad songs.
hmmm...
sorry. i'm like of not much help...

pictures time! :D











conculsion: i HATE my small eyes!
and i dunno why they look extremely small today.
arrgh.