A BIG THANK YOU TO
PHUA ZAI RONG!

well, i'm a good girl who keep my promise (he says i must blog about it, lol).
haha.
but this thank you is really from the bottom of my heart.
he's the first person who called to ask "are you ok?"
i'm really touched.
thanks a lot for the concern.

and yes mr phua,
I MISS YOU!
haha.
i know he'll say he's fainting.
but it had been some time since i last see him at his work place.
our working timing just doesnt match,
sad :(
i miss going to his counter to disturb him at work!
nothing wrong about that right?
haha.

anyway i really miss a lot of my friends.
especially those which havent meet up for so long.
it's only these few weeks when we're free to meet up,
i realise how important these friends are,
they're part of my life which cant be erased.

and to those out there who are equally concern about me,
people like xingling and yanni who sent me messages of regards a few days back,
siying and the girls who are always there for me,
the rest of my friends,
a big thanks to all of you!

right now i cant possibly answer that i'm okay or what so ever.
but i promise i'll be fine,
just gimme some time ok!
one thing is, dont keep telling me to 'move on with life'.
i really hate that phrase.
i know life goes on and i'm indeed living on,
but i'm not ready to move into a new phase in life cuz i dont think i can handle it.
must do one step at a time isnt it.
by keep tell me to 'move on',
i'll just feel irritated (especially if you're part of the cause of my emo-ness)...

i'm really trying very hard to be strong,
just cheer me on and support me ok.
and dont worry,
i wont bother anybody in future even if i'm sad or what,
i'm sorry for bothering people like zai and siying in the past.
and i'm really grateful to them for listening to all my shit.
but i dont want to cause trouble to anybody anymore.
i'll learn to stand strong on my own.
i'm sure i can do it with the supports from my friends.
:)