arrgh.
i was not allowed to stay over at ais's house yesterday.
damn.

i really dunno what's wrong with my parents.
i'm being honest enough to tell them what i'm doing.
but end up they still dont wanna trust me.
or i should say they always like to suspect and doubt others.
they were like "where got people so nice, invite you up for dinner and even stay over."

hello!
she's my colleague ok!
not any outside people!
and of cuz she's NICE!
and i'm telling the truth!
it's not like i'm going out to play and not going home.

i never tell a lie to my parents for very long can.
dunno why ever since i finish A level i'm like more guai,
go where, go out with who, what time going home i'll also report to my dad.
i thought we can trust each other more now.
but they've just turn down my chance to be more guai.
ok forget it,
since they doubt me and my friends,
dont blame me for lying the next time.

the most pissed thing is,
mum even went to scold my dear mei mei!
say she always help me keep secrets and cover for me,
complains that i'm getting from bad to worse.
and if i really turn to be SUPER BAD in future,
it'll also be my sis's fault.
whatever can!
what has it to do with my sis!
for the past whole week we havent been talking much too cuz she was busy with school and i'm busy with work!
everytime i came back from work (cuz i work mostly pm shift this month) she was already asleep due to tiredness.
she also dunno anything!
mum's the one who dunno anything yet still want blame it on my darling sis.
ARRGH!

anyway i had a nice time at ais's house yesterday!
THANKS ais! :D
just that the time is not enough!
all my stupid parents' fault not to let me stay over...

we worked am shift together then took bus back to her place.
stupid peak hour, people all end work at that time,
so crowded and there was traffic jam!
we took 1hour to get back can!

ate curry chicken!
ais's mum's cooking is FANTASTIC!
the curry gravy is so thick and nice!
hee.
thanks auntie!

watched bleach anime and tokyo juliet on ais's computer.
then went to play her TV cube game in the living room after her mum finished watching TV.
the mario games are kind of cute and it's fun!
and dunno why i always choose the frog as my character...
but i kept losing :(
must practice more, so must go up to ais's house more often,
haha.

rushed off to take a bus home cuz i had to get home before midnight.
i didnt know there is straight bus back home.
was running to chase after a bus going to toa payoh interchange but still missed it.
saw 853 but didnt dare to board cuz dunno is it the correct direction.
until i saw 857, i decided to just go up and asked.
was so happy that the bus driver said it's going to yishun.
wanted to tell ais that i actually have straight bus home so was sms-ing.
then the bus stopped suddenly and...
I FELL DOWN!
cuz i was standing without holding on to anything.
somemore i was carrying a bag and holding a paper bag.
passengers behind me tried to grab me from my back.
and those sitting down all stared at me with big wide eyes.
(the bus was quite packed with all the seats taken up and some people standing.)
AHHHHH!
so ma lu can!
i felt so paiseh la!
*bury my face*
:x

lucky i managed to reach home at 12midnight sharp...
i know parents are unhappy with me now (just because i wanted to stay over),
cuz we aint talking much.
especially mum.
we didnt talk the whole morning.
whatever la.
i still went home didnt i?
and all i did was asking for their permission.
isnt that good enough.
haiz.