thursday 240806
I DECLARED MY PRELIMS IS FINALLY OVER!
ended my last paper today.
but some how or rather,
both me and xling dont have the "oh yay our prelims are over" feeling.
guess we are too numb by everything during these 2 weeks?

maybe it's what xling said,
we just feel 空虚.
emptiness.
this feeling sucks.
we dont know what exactly we should do and what we can do.

went lot1 to shop.
didnt wanna go too far or somewhere we always go so chose there.
cuz i need to complete a very important 'task' before i can go enjoy myself.
but we ended up looking at our own things instead, as usual, ha.

time passed too slow for us.
so we went back north point.
shopped at popular.
YES, look at books!
but i guess i shall still love my notes more.
ate cakes at starbucks but apparently we dont think it's so nice.

went back to school to watch 'yi ye cheng ming' audition.
i missed this thing so much!
but things change as time pass.
oh most of the rest of the girls joined us but they dont seemed to be interested.
sorry for pulling you girls along.

actually it's quite nice to be audience.
though i missed standing on stage hosting.
but seating down can listen better to the contestants' singing.
some of them are really 'entertaining'. ha.
well i shouldn't be so bad.
must admire their courage to sing on stage!

dinner at BK with the girls and guys.
i just watched the rest eat.
random chatting among the girls.
but the guys and girls are separated.
we didnt talk together like what we used to do last year.
weird huh.
so many things changed this year.
i really missed the old days...

但过去了还是过去了...

oh ya,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAHIZUL!
:)