prelims is BAD.
VERY BAD in fact.

GP is bad.
didnt really finish the essay. couldnt finish the AQ as usual.

HCL is worse.
but i knew it cuz i wasnt well-prepared for it, it's too much for me to cover within the time. i can foresee zls screaming her head off at me. haiz.

Maths is the worst!
maybe cuz i didnt except it to be so hard although i also didnt prepare much for it. but it is the first time i had so many questions undone...

conclusion: i can predict the numbers of 'F's for my prelims results :(

the best thing is,
i'm sick now.

damn.
how lucky to fall sick at this point of time.

slight fever and terrible flu.
the 'water tap' just cant stop 'running'.
arrgh.

am i really that weak or does stress really makes your body weaker?
my gastric has been getting worse since a month ago.
i'm taking medicine almost everyday.
well, maybe the doctor was right.
stress does contribute to gastric problem.
so i'm STRESSED.
like finally.
maybe it's a good thing.
i dont know.

i just suddenly feel very useless.
i dont know what i had been doing.
why dont i see any results from my revision?
am i doing it the wrong way?
so what is the correct way?

why am i always doing the wrong things and do things in the wrong way...

now i just hope i'll recover soon.
a more papers waiting for me next week!
haiz.

突然有种世界末日的感觉...