just realised that i havent been clearing my mail box.
got like 68 emails!
i thought the trend of forwarding mails has stopped for a couple of years.
so i supposed this trend is back now?
weird.
but some of the mails are really quite meaningful and nice.
too bad i'm not one who will forward these type of things.

i havent been using friendster for quite some time.
just feel sianz about it already.
no mood to keep updating it too.
maybe i'll re-use it when i feel like it, after a few months?
i dont know.

not feeling good recently.
i dont know how to describe this feeling.
it's just,
weird.
i'm not upset,
neither am i happy.
i just dont know what has gotten into me.
i think i'm speaking a bit too much recently.
something is wrong when i talk too much.
i'm afraid i'll say things which i shouldnt.
so i should control my mouth before i speak nonsense.

i just feel like letting out something.
something which i myself also dont know what is it.
i wanna SCREAM!!!!!