dont know why i will always have mood swing after chatting with the girls.
it just made me think alot.
sometimes i really dont understand myself.
what the hell do i really want?
why am i so troublesome?
i beginning to hate myself again.
i'm sorry but i grew up to be not simple-minded.
maybe i'm really thinking too much and too complicated.
perhaps i'm just too wild and too open-minded.
hard to settle down.
please, teach me how to adapt and get use.
i dont wish to hurt anybody,
nor do i want to hurt myself.
3rd thrashing session in 2months.
i really dont know what to say.
arrgh.
i'm typing nonsense again.
forget it.
shall just shut myself in my own world.
iamsorrybutidoloveyou.