a few people to thanks...

him, for calling to console right after receiving my sms last night...
but i didnt tell him the whole story.
i guess i just wont rant and grumble in front of him,
i dont want him to feel that i'm such a...weak person?
i dont know.
but thanks for the advise.
at least hearing his high pitch voice made me feel a little better, ha.

ah lao, for listening to my ranting for 45mins.
sorry for taking up your break time!
but he's like 1 of the very few which i feel that i can confide in.
the 2nd person who can put a smile on my face when we see each other.
a sudden tap on my shoulder and a big sweet smile from him can brighten up my day.
THANKS A LOT!
his poor ears must have suffered alot today.
i just rant everything out at him la, feel so bad.

but deep inside my heart i'm really upset, feel so terrible.
yet i've to act happy in front of others.
dont even dare to tell the girls.
they saw how sad she was yesterday, most probably they will think it's my fault too.
i just cant face up to reality, sorry.
i messaged her in the morning but she didnt reply.
smiled very happily at her when i saw her but she just gave a cold smile.
i guess everything is really gone.
the feeling will never be the same no matter how hard i try to save it...

last person to thanks,
my dearest sista 'boi boi'!
we went for tuition togther in the evening then ate dinner after that.
were chatting and catching up with every details of each others life.
so long never really sit down, have a meal together and chat with her.
feel quite guilty cuz i didnt really spend much time with her this year.
well it's also a good thing cuz she needs to be independent and not rely on me too much.
she's big enough, must learn to solve problems by herself and handle stress.
i cant be always there for her.
she looks so guyish but always come crying and whining at me!
haha. mum say i dote on her too much.
even 'boi boi' herself blame me for causing her to be so not independent.
lol.
is not my fault for this ok.
who ask her to be my super cute sista!
she's the only reason that makes me wanna go home.
i love her! haha.