intended to come online last night but i actually fell asleep at 10pm!
that's like so early! i never sleep before midnight for a long time!
so i supposed it'a good thing?
had been ATTEMPTING to study for the past few days but wasnt very productive...

went back to sch at noon on saturaday after tuition at mr ho.
was trying to study but dunno why i'm damn tired.
already fell asleep at tuition while waiting for mr ho, then fell asleep again in the sch's library!
was sitting with joanne, shiping & paulin but they were not at the table most of the time.
realised that i really dont have energy to focus plus we were all hungry so we left for laksa!

nice food + nice people = nice meal
heard alot about RFC from shiping & paulin.
RFC people sounds nice 7 fun.
they made me think of the st nics days.
so wild and crazy, damn fun.
come to think of it, i dont really like st nics then.
all gals, so much of backstabbing & bitching.
i guess it's the same everywhere, just that the 'degree' is different.
but i really miss the girl-sch spirit.
the fun, the laughter, the craziness.
most people say i dont look like i'm from girl-sch.
quite true, i'm definitely not a typical girl-sch girl.
but perhaps i'm used to that type of life already.
yj's life and people are more 'neighbourhood'.
i didnt say it's bad, it has it's own good ways too.
but yj is a bit too dead?
only RFC makes me feels that yj is slightly 'alive'.
maybe i should blame myself for being in yj instead...

went up to auntie's house to look for ying.
was quite shocked that she said she wanted to chat with me but i wasnt at home.
since her house is around the area so i went up.
had been so long since i met up with my beloved cousins!
both ying & ting was at home so is 3 cousins reunion!
both of them having major exams soon.
O level & A level. good luck & all the best!
we were chatting and watching tv.
ying made me realise and think about alot of things.
i always tell xuan not to think so much, now i'm the one thinking alot.
but i think what ying said is true.
she already have big plans for her future, she knows what she gonna do and where she wanna go.
but i dont even know which direction i'm going.
i've no goals, no plans.
i never thought about my future.
dont even know if i can pass promos...
maybe it's time to do some thinking, but let me pass my promos 1st.
that's the most important thing now.
really appreciate ying, thanks for making me learn so much! :)
she has changed, or rather grows up, mature in thinking, hee.
well that's a good thing. think i should learn to grow up too!
i miss those days 'living' at my auntie's house too!
the 4 cousins will just study and play together! my childhood memories!
quickly finish your exams then we'll go out and have fun ok!
ying & ting: study hard! you gals can do it!

woke up at 6am this morning and realised i've fallen asleep.
packed my stuffs and replied sms till 7am then went back to sleep all the way to 11am!
i feel damn PIG!
went to meet xuan to study at kovan in the afternoon.
was studying at some community club cuz mac was full.
another nice place to study but a bit too far for me, like so crazy to travel all the way there to study, but i dun mind.
at least i dont feel so stress studying with xuan, maybe cuz we take different combi.
left in the evening, was rushing home cuz parents suddenly say tonight going out for dinner with grandma.
another entertaining meal again, i hate it.
aunt went too. ate at northpoint's fei cui xiao chu somemore. cant they choose a better place! arrgh!

ahhhh i've spend too much time online, shall go study.
'boi boi's end of year exams tomorrow.
dont be to nervous! remember what i told you? have more confidence!
she's damn cute la, i cant stand her.
she came to the room crying on friday's night.
cuz she read what i wrote for my previous entries.
she's too 'touched' by what i said?
haha. but what i said is the truth, from the bottom of my heart ok.
she was trying to say 'thank you jie jie' and crying at the same time.
my god, u stupid silly gal.
like that also can cry.
u look so 'man' but so soft at heart.
no need to thank me, what are sistas for!
i just simply love her, cant imagine life without her!
oh gosh i'm in love with my own sista, haha.
but i really treasure our relationship.
alot of my friends aint close with their siblings at all.
so i guess i'm very lucky!
I LOVE MY SISTER no matter what!
:DDD