cant believe i'm still awake now.
finish op already but dunno why cant sleep.
guess i'll doze of during lesson in the day.
chatting online.
made me even more sad.
my life just suck.
i suck the most.

thanks soomei for talking to me.
at least made me realise alot of things.
i guess i'm too childish to actually have these thinkings.
I HATE MYSELF for being like that.

my pw group is kinda... i dunno how to say.
but i must say i'm a sucky leader.
i'm sorry for that.
i'm not responsible enough, not effective enough, not...
i'm really SORRY.
especially to fahizul.
it's like we had been ordering him to do this do that.
sorry fahizul.
you are a GREAT guy :)
thanks alot.
i guess my whole group is quite slack, all slackers.
nvm slackers will do last minute work and we can catch up!
i'm sure we can :)
let's jia you,
last bit left!

kite flying on sunday was pretty fun.
though i didnt manage to fly a single kite up.
fahizul flew 2 kites up!
so pro! :D
i just played with the kite when it's already up in the sky.
we flew in real high and far.
sometimes i wish i'm a kite flying high up in the sky...

went lau pa sat to eat dinner.
long chatting session.
about promos and what we gonna do if we dont get promoted.
about left and family...
so nice to have such a chat with your friends.
at least this year's class is better than those in st nics.
i love 133! :DDD
went esplanade to take photos after that.
got home damn late and got scolded like siao.
but i think it's worth it.
:)))

i feel worse as days go by.
i think i'm fake.
where's my real self?
i dunno.
i wish i do.
i'm tired of life.