si ying says: "peishan! It's time to update ur blog!"
haha I totally agrees.
haven been online for quite some time until recently cuz have to rush out written report.
still remember I did until 4.15am last night!
only slept for 2hrs!
*panda eyes*

shall do some brief updates before going into details,
mood has been quite bad lately.
getting more and more stressed up.
so scared I cant make it for promos!
issit a good thing or bad thing to be scared now?
hopefully I still have enough time to buck up.
but it seems like I'm getting from bad to worse.
got F for my maths test!
and I actually studied 7hrs for it.
haiz.
am I stupid or stupid?
screwed up my physics SPA last friday too.
only manage to do halfway.
I'm always too slow, slower than tortoise can!
totally break down after that.
need to 'release' before it explode.
thanks to my classmates for being there to cheer me up.
my class people seems quite tense up recently.
everybody is starting to worry for promos.
I guess this is a good sign?
jia you people.
133 , we can do it!

last saturday

went to sch early morning to do the banner for mid-autumn festival celebration (MFC) karaoke competition.
went to KBox after painting 4 chinese characters, ha.
cuz xingling, jasmine & felicia took part so they wanted to practice.
si ying, joanne & xuan went too.
we split into 2 rooms.
I'm with si ying, fel & xuan.
but we kept running form room to room.
had a great time singing! :D
went back to sch again to finish up the banner in the afternoon.
poor people like ying sheng & wen yi did the painting right from the start.
some others joined halfway while we were away at KBox.
so this banner is the hard work of 10 people!
at least it's beautifully done.
it IS BEAUTIFUL ok, haha :)

last sunday

woke up at noon, too late to go to library to study.
went to the mac near my house to eat and study with 'boi boi'.
studied for about 6hrs! so accomplished!
but I dunno how much went in, haha.
went for a jog at the stadium after that.

tuesday, wednesday, today

MFC karaoke competition audition!
I'm the emcee together with joanne & my ah lao ying sheng!
was kind of nervous on the 1st day.
lucky everything went on quite smoothly.
it was the 2nd day when a lot of things went wrong.
today was still quite ok except the fact that we started late and a lot of audience came and everything was quite chaotic.
being an emcee isnt easy at all!
I was quite tense up and got freak out sometimes.
our reactions must be very fast, there's no time for us to think of what to say when we're on stage,
especially if a problem suddenly occurred.
I feel quite stupid to always ask the audience questions and they dun reply at all.
feel so idiot!
I shall stop asking questions!
my mood gets affected quite easily, still cant control my temper well.
tends to lost it when things dun go right.
sorry if I lost my temper at u, really SORRY!
guess I still have lots to learn to be a good emcee.
still have 2 more rounds of semi-finals before the finals on 16th sep.
let's work hard my emcee partners!

and the whole MFC committee!
ah lao is the organizer! He's like so poor thing doing so much work.
everybody jia you jia you jia you! :)))

yesterday

had stomach ache all of a sudden when I was having tuition.
it hurts like hell.
almost the same sharp pain I had last year.
I thought I'm dying again.
called dad to pick me up.
he almost wanted to send me to hospital.
but I dun want to step into that place again!
it has been 1 year since I was hospitalized.
time flies huh.
that experience is enough.
no way I'm going in again.
only went to see doctor.
but it wasnt doc ho on duty, it was that lousy doc.
well, as usual, he said nothing big was wrong.
so that means something small is wrong?
the medication he gave din help much at all.
I think the medicine which the hospital gave me is even better.
haiz.
lucky I manage to struggle through the night.
felt better this morning.
ah my precious darling stomach, when will u stop giving me problems?
:(

such a long entry!
ok time for me to end off.
participating in a mother tongue news writing competition tomorrow with stephanie & 4 other malay & tamil students.
a whole day event.
bet I'll be dead tired after everything.
wish me luck, hope we can do yj proud :x