moving out of this place/blog very soon.

didn't have much chance to blog in university days. might be a good thing as well since i don't remember much happy memories...

看到自己之前的几个posts就很想笑。
突然觉得自己好笨，还笨了两年。

就因为两年前的错过，让我执着的守着那所谓的“梦”守了两年。
执着的当儿又错过了另一个错过...
这次的错过，应该会比两年前的来得更加遗憾吧...

所以这个错过又会造成另一次的执着？

哈，这种事还真是个恶性循环...

has not been here for damn long!
seems like now with facebook and twitter, it seems so much easier to post about life on the go.

but i still have so much to let out, to dunno where.
maybe i should turn back toblogging, so i won't be so depressed about my life.
MAYBE.
cuz i always say i want go back into blogging,but end up i still don't have the time.
haiz.

6 hours ago, my heart was racing like mad...
No one knows I caught a glimpse of you.

over the moon.

Movies watched this month:

1) 《第36个故事》preview
thanks to ying sheng that i get to watch it free! preview somemore! he's still always winning things. *envy*

2) Despicable Me in 3D
watched it yesterday with meow meow during our monthly sisters date!
wanted to watch Inception with her but she chose to watch cartoon instead cuz she said "cute people like me must watch cute movie ma."
LOL.

Upcoming movies to catch:

1) Inception
gonna watch it tomorrow with bestie!

2) 《一页台北》
very very sad that i did not make it to the 首映礼 with ying sheng. he won tickets and invited me again but i gotta work. haiz.
now must spend money to watch it.

3) Avatar: Special Edition in 3D
since i did not catch the 'normal' one, i shall watch this 'special' one.


recently quite a number of Chinese movies showing up, but i usually dont go watch them unless got free tickets cuz SCV or Mediacorp will show them quite soon.
but for taiwan films i will definitely go watch!
they are usually not that 商业化，more 写意 and 触动人心.
a pity that i didn't manage to catch 《艋舺》, but that film is more commericalise i guess.

希望台湾电影的市场会越来越好，打进本地那我才有机会观看。
至少近年台湾电影的水准比本地电影的好得多了。

by the way, 《第36个故事》真的不错，虽然未必每个人都看得懂，但不同人可以有不同的解读，就像文学一样。电影本来就是一个文学文本。哈哈，我上了电影研究课，中了毒了。oops.
相信《一页台北》也会一样好看。虽然还没去过台湾，但我是（要做）台湾迷！

can't wait for my taiwan grad trip next year!!!
:DDD

missing the days 2 months ago...
beer peanuts laughter nonsense randomness... and you.

Gastric attack plus quarrel & cold war with sis plus feeling the pain of wisdom tooth growing out from left side of mouth,
How bad can the night be?
:(

World Cup Finals 2010!!!

GO SPAIN!!!

shan is BUSY...

handling customers at work;
handling family stuff at home;
handling tuition kids on off days.

THIS IS MY LIFE for the past whole month.

but when will i get the chance to handle myself and my own life?

shan is forever so busy.
she still loves to make her schedule so packed that she cant breathe.
then she will grumble and grumble and grumble.
but thats how she lives her life.

never work today. supposed to have a good rest, unpack my stuff (yes i haven done that though i move back for a month already) and enjoy my online session.
ended up only had a good rest cuz i'm just plain lazy.

finally had a chance when 一家人可以坐在一起吃饭，but everything is spoilt when dad said that 4 words again. the whole night was so screwed up cuz he keeps saying it and jumping around.
FUCK.
cant i have some peace during my off day.

finish my week of PM shift this week.
mostly morning shifts for the rest of the months.
morning shifts means i can go out more often after work but also means i will be more tired.
and seriously PM shifts are more peaceful.
morning shifts are like super hectic.

anyway, really more and more cant stand the job.
customers are getting worse (i should really learn from them).
PLEASE, 客户服务员也是人，give us some RESPECT can.

plus really cant stand some of my colleagues. haiz.
more bitching to come when i have the time.